tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-43544665503763254032024-03-05T00:19:01.045-08:00Deep Down Within"My Reality Is Different From Yours .. Hello." Unknownnoreply@blogger.comBlogger174125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4354466550376325403.post-50997623901195582432015-03-18T10:35:00.000-07:002015-03-18T10:35:39.356-07:00Hello.Since I've changed everything .. the link, name .. etc .. I'm guessing no one (among those I know) will find it ... so now, this will be a place for me to be 'normal'. I feel like deleting my old posts though ... the more I look at it, the guiltier I feel for myself .. I tried to live a 'happy' life for years .. but now, I give up. What is a 'happy' life ? How can I be happy when I'm not even sincere to myself ? I lied .. I fooled myself millions of times ..... I lied to everyone ... I lied ... yes, I lied. I'm sorry ......... I just need to be happy and I don't want you to worry ... although, I know that no one will be worried about me .. I just like to think that maybe .. just maybe someone will care about me. I wish ... and even dream for the most impossible things ... because I know I can't have it in real life. Let me be myself for once ..... I've tolerated your non-sense, why can't you tolerate mind for once ? I've never said anything .. I never complained about you .... why can't you just .. help me. For once ... just help me. I know I'm selfish ....... but I never left you behind.<br />
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Okay .. maybe I've done something to my family or my parents, or my friends .. or someone in the past ..... and this is actually a punishment .. then, fine ... okaay. I deserve it anyway ...<br />
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However .. if I could have one wish .... I wish ...... for things to be nothing like now.<br />
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.. Good night ...Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4354466550376325403.post-4693723834439052292015-03-03T09:01:00.001-08:002015-03-03T09:01:14.291-08:00A Moment ..... I'm not supposed to whine about it ... but heck, who cares ?<br />
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Honestly, I'm not even sure what am I doing with my life right now .. like nothing makes sense anymore. Most of the 'friends' I used to have .. now they're, to me, trying to distant themselves away from me .. or maybe it's actually the other way round.<br />
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Yes, maybe .. just maybe, I'm the one who is trying to run away from them .. because I'm an idiot who only thinks about herself and no one else. I did try to understand .. but I just couldn't.<br />
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I hate being alone sometimes, but I do feel comfortable when I'm away from people. Only when I'm alone .. guilt hunts me. When I'm alone .. memories are trying to suffocate me .. but only when I'm alone, I can be myself again .. creating another world for myself .. running away, escaping the reality. I admit, I did wish for all the attention to be on me ... but at the same time, I wish for nothing but silence.<br />
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I remember every word ... every single word .. it haunts me every night ..<br />
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I'm useless .. because I couldn't do anything .. or when I whined too much ..<br />
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I'm selfish ... because I did a mistake .. my lack of 'care' of my surrounding made me selfish ...<br />
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I'm rude ... because I tried to sound normal ... my 'self' is not accepted by anyone ... not even my family.<br />
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I did all those things .... because for once .. I wish for them to act like a 'family'. I'm jealous of everyone who chats, talks or even hangs out with their parents, siblings, bros and sisters .. I have none of that. My family .... I can't be as carefree as I wish ..<br />
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My dad understands me ... and I'm very grateful about it. Other than him ...... no one else does ..........<br />
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I tried to not feel awkward whenever I'm with them ... but they never let me be myself ... I mean, watching how close my friend is with her mom makes me jealous. They're like bestfriend to each other .... I can't even complain about a single thing, because I know they'll never understand .. How I wish I could just have at least someone .. a family member to talk to ... I need to know how it feels to be close to your own family ...<br />
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They care for me, yes ... they really care for me ....... but they don't really care what I feel nor think ...<br />
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No one understands ... no one will ...<br />
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I can never be anyone's favourite ..... and I'll never be ... because I'm different .... I'm annoying .. I'm useless ... I'm selfish ......... I'm the only one to blame .....<br />
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Even this for this post ... I wish they can read it .... but yet, I've changed everything .. the link to this blog, the name .. everything .. as I do not want them to know ... It hurts ... I'm confused ..... Let this ends .. now.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4354466550376325403.post-48858054513403845162014-08-18T09:29:00.000-07:002014-08-18T09:29:19.852-07:00What Did They Say ?What did they tell you ?<br />
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"She is a nice young girl."<br />
That's a lie.<br />
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"She has a nice soft voice."<br />
It was just an act.<br />
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"She won't hurt anyone."<br />
No one ever planned a murder out loud.<br />
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"She looks so soft."<br />
You missed my personality.<br />
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"Her skin is nice."<br />
That doesn't resemble my attitude.<br />
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What did they say ?<br />
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"She doesn't deserve anyone."<br />
Because no one is good enough to handle me.<br />
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"She has nothing to offer."<br />
Because I'm too expensive.<br />
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"She has nothing to show."<br />
Because that man is not my husband.<br />
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"She is just faking it."<br />
Because I know you're too.<br />
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"She is so ugly."<br />
Because being pretty is not an option.<br />
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"She sounds weird."<br />
Because you don't deserve my kindness.<br />
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"I don't like."<br />
I don't like you either.<br />
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"I can do better than her."<br />
I don't wish to be compared with an easy girl.<br />
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"I'm smarter than her."<br />
I don't share brain with anyone.<br />
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"She likes gay!"<br />
Because I'm crazy enough to be someone else .. to stand on my own ground without a care. I don't need fakers to support me .. my ground is different than yours. Only those who understand this 'life' will stand next to me. Level of awesomeness *winks*<br />
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"She is gay!"<br />
I'm always happy. Of course :)<br />
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What did they say in my absence ? What did they tell you ? Whatever they say .... you know you're a true friend when ......... --<br />
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No, I'm not going to say it here. Good night.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4354466550376325403.post-91919412491407025892014-08-15T08:32:00.000-07:002014-08-15T08:34:59.393-07:00Something New ..Assalamualaikum :)<br />
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Guess I've figured it out about what I should do to this blog .. I don't feel like deleting at the moment (not even sure why .. every time I tried, every post left reminds me of my silliness and how happy I was back then), but I think I know what I'll do to it.<br />
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Alhamdulillah, I got to enter UBD this year ^^ No longer an undergraduate .. but a Uni student. Not even sure if I should be proud or just .... sit down and eat some cookies. I finally got the chance to leave home and stay in a hostel with my friends. Finally know how it feels to be away from home. Finally got the guts (ballssss) to drive on my own. Shaky, but hey, my friends are still alive when I drove them from one faculty to another, alright ? And the most important thing .. I'm alone. Yes. Literally alone. Well, I got some friends, of course, but not from my form six group.<br />
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I don't have Hajah Jung at my side, I missed her loud voice and laughter (hell no, I'm not going to tell her that). Whenever she was around, despite being few days older than me, I felt like I was babysitting a kid 10 years younger than me. No kidding. But at certain times, she was there to comfort me and pushed some balls (not literally pushing the balls) into me and made me stepped up for myself. Maa mentioned about me and friends yesterday. She asked me if I finally found any friends there. I said, yeaah .. got some friends. And then fullstop, because I seriously don't know how to continue (partly because I'm not so sure about it myself). But then she actually noticed it ... maa suddenly said, "You don't really mixed that well with them other than Farwizah, aren't you? (note : Farwizah is her real name.) You only talked about Hajah and Fafa. Unfortunately, they're not with you."<br />
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There was a long pause .. yes, I fell in deep silence right after that. Because what she said was real. It's the truth, maa. I don't think I belong with them ... My place is supposed to be right in the middle between Hajah, Fafa, Qeebah and Jiaa .. Yes. My precious girls .. these are the friends who kept my sorrow away for the last 2 years. Yet we couldn't be with each other now .. I can hardly meet them now. They came to visit me last week ..... I tried okaay ! I tried to hold it in .. I told myself that I won't cry. Hell, Yuy. You freaking cried in front of Hajah ! She freaking saw your weakness !! What the hell was that for ?? Anyway, I didn't know what to say ... I feel bad. I didn't have anything to thank them properly. But I promise one thing and I won't say it here :) I hope Hajah will make it this time .. in another institute .. as long as I know she is still going forward and not giving up.<br />
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Yes, when maa said it. I thought I've forgotten how to talk again. The words stuck in my throat for seconds before I could reply to her. Yes, maa ... I missed them. They make me realized how much I should value my friends. They came all the way from KB to Core (the place where I'm staying right now) just to see me .. and I don't have anything to give them ! My life standard has reduced 82% ! -- BEGGAR ! :'(<br />
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I missed Fafa .. she used to whine a lot about things and she still does. heehee ! I don't mind .. it makes me feel like an older sister to her. An older sis with a huuuge responsibility. The kid is going to sit for her A Level exam this year .. all the best for her. Please pray for my little princess here too, alright ? She has suffered a lot lately. Craps happened again and again; it makes me worried that she would collapsed ... but I know she is as strong as hell, and those freaking shits can't easily knock her down. You craps better stop messing with my friend ... or I'll curse you. Trust me, I won't hesitate to curse anyone who pissed me off beyond my limit. Anyway, she told me that she cried while studying .... I actually smiled when I read it. Sorry, Faa ! I was mocking you or anything, little one. But you reminded me so much of what happened to me last year. Yes, I cried too. Harder than you .. the only difference is .... no one knew. No one knew how much I've suffered last year. I almost drowned in my own misery and yet no one knew. They thought I was doing fine, Faa. They thought I was okaay .. when my only thought was to end everything that night. I almost gave up .. but I then realized that .. I don't want to go without hopes. So I stayed ... and tried. I forced the shit out of myself and pushed my brain close to its breaking point ... I really did.<br />
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So, Faa ... don't worry. It's normal to cry. It's normal for you to stress up sometimes, but remember to rest too. Remember to relax for a while (don't go relax forever !). Remember to ear. Remember to sleep. Remember that you still have a long journey a head of you. If you gave up now .... how the hell am I supposed to see you in UBD ? We promise to see each other and hang out again in Bandar, right ? I'll wait for you girls .. I'll wait for Hajah, I'll wait for Qeebah, I'll wait for Jiaa ... and I definitely will wait for you too. I will wait for you girls all the way in Bandar ... I met and held each other grounds in form six, and now, I don't see any reasons for us to let go. So I will wait .. just promise me you girls won't give up. Fine a reason to continue. Faa, I know it's hard now ... but it will be harder if you don't try. Do your best, Faa. You can do better than us. Better than me. I believe in that. :)<br />
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Qeebah ... my little panda ^^ Yes, I call her panda. I remember how she used to panic whenever something was up, and how hard-working she was back then. I just hope she still continues to work hard now too. I don't want to see any of my friends giving up on something that they know they can own if they tried harder. Qeebah keeps on saying that I'm lucky to finally be able to enter Uni. All I could do was smiled at her .. I really wanted to tell her that I almost had a mental breakdown (CL's song playing at the back). I wanted to tell her I'm suffering all alone now. I wanted to tell her how uncomfortable I am among the people I don't even know ! I may seem 'lucky' in her eyes .... but I see her as a girl full with potential. A hard working girl who doesn't know when to give up. Hopefully, that's not just my imagination, Qeeb :) I know you're a stubborn girl who will try anything just to reach that certain level. It's not easy, Qeeb. It's not as easy as it looks .. I don't enjoy this. Did I look like I'm actually enjoying it ? I enjoyed my life as a Uni student, yes. But I suffered from the feelings that I've locked inside. So, Qeebah .. my one and only panda partner .. Don't tell me how lucky I am. Don't tell me how I should be happy now. Don't tell me that you can't do it. No. I won't listen to you .. I will look away and pretend that I didn't hear anything ..because I don't want to hear those lies. I know you can do it too ... you've put yourself in a very crazy situation before ... and now I want to see it again. The Qeebah who never stops writing, and never stops trying. I want to see you girls again .. I seriously do. I know you can make it too .. :)<br />
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Jiaa ... I'm not sure where you are right now. Why do I feel like you're trying to hide away from me ?? Don't you missed me ?? How could you ?!! If she was here, I can guarantee she would have sent her fist flying right to my face. Kekeke ! Jiaa .. I know you're not giving up on studying just yet. I know you're just trying to find some extra money so you can support your studies without burdening your parents. ..if only you know, Jiaa ... how much I'm proud of you. You may not believe this ... but yes, since the first time we met .. I know you'll be different. I've never had a Chinese best friend before .. but then I met you. You know most of my stories, my secrets, my weakness ... and you're still there for me. You gave me advice, you gave me tips ... I don't know how I would continue without you. Do you know how it feels to see others with their own best friend ? To see them being comforted by their best friend while I'm alone trying to mend my own wounds ? ..but Jiaa, do you know that for some reason, I just wish we would take Sociology class again together. With you almost falling asleep and all .. and your pissed off face whenever something annoyed you. Your jokes .. and silliness .. I missed all those things about you. Whenever I see a group of Chinese students ... I really want to text you and all, but then I know how you sometimes feel overly exhausted from work, I don't want to bother my little friend here. heehee ! Have you been well, dude ? Are you working hard ? You better. Don't go escape2 aa .. I'll report to your boss. haahaahaa ! Just promise me you won't give up on studying .. I know you can better than before. I know you're tried. Dude, I was tired too okaay ?! You know how I almost lost my mind while writing those freaking hella notes ! ...so if I could survive through out all those madness .. I know you can too. Thank you, Jiaa. I couldn't find a perfect time to thank you properly .. I know you've heard more than you should. Thank you so much .. for not using it against me. Thank you, Jijii (ohoho ! I feel a bit daring right now). Even if I've to wait for another 5 years ... then I will wait for you for another 5 years to come. I will wait.<br />
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Jung .. Hajah .. Farwizah .. My one and only Jung. A girl who knows what she wants and will always try to reach it. Jaah, we will meet again in Bandar :) It doesn't matter to which institute you will enter. LBC ? KEMUDA ? KUPUSB ? I don't need to know that .. as long as I know you're doing well. You will have Bibi there, right ? You will find a new friend too .. you don't have to worry about me anymore. Just remember to update me with all the things you'll be doing. I've been best friend since we were kids .. young, crazy, wild and naughty kids who had caused a lot of troubles to the teachers. And I bet some of our classmates hated us for it. But I don't mind ... they can hate me all the want .. I know you're the only friend I can rely on. Juung .. do you know how lonely I felt ? Well ..I feel lonely without your loud voice and cheerful laughter. I used to joke around saying that you're too loud and things ... but truth is, it made me feel comfortable. You know me more than anyone else. You know what I hate and love, yet you still go with the flow and join the conversation. We talk about things that others couldn't accept, that if they knew about it, they would be puking their dinner by now. But you laughed at me when I told you about it and still continued to converse about that 'topic'. You didn't see it as weird .. you laughed at it .. and you're still my best friend. Right until today. I don't want you to feel different just because you're not in UBD. Who the hell said those who entered UBD will have a good life ? Fuck those people, they are no God who handle other's faith ! Allah knows better .. He knows our journey .. He knows how hard we've tried. So He will settle everything for you .. as long as you don't turn away from Him. Try, jaah ... look for new friends if you must. It's probably easier for you to make new friends .. with those friendly gesture and personality .. you will have a new group of friends in no time. Just promise me you won't get too 'bounded' to them that you forget your studies. Study hard .. even without us by your side. All the best for you, Jaah .. :)<br />
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My other childhood best friend .. Amera Nazuha .. or Naz. Where are you ? I missed you :( Sorry we rarely talk to each other lately. I know you're busy and all .. I just hope you're doing well with your studies too :) Just like the others .... I know you won't give up just yet. Remember that Infinite is still in KOREA and you need to SEE THEM ! YOU NEED TO MEET THEM ! In order of you to do that .... you need money. Money, you can only earn them if you have good occupation. Good occupation will only be offered if you have good knowledge ... :) So let's study and break our skulls for once .. for us to get that knowledge and money (skip the working part. kekeke !) and we will meet our idols too one day. ^^ I'll try my best for this UBD too ... I must get that chance to travel to Korea. Just like how you, me and Hajah always wished for, remember ? Heehee. Study well, Naz. Remember to relax too ... by relax, I mean rest and enough sleep. Don't go for a long relax, alright ?? You can only relax when you've fulfilled your duty as a human, a daughter and maybe a wife and a mother :) kekeke !<br />
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I know that one day .. I will be forgotten too just like the others. Slowly, and bit by bit .. I will disappear from my friends' lives .. My name will no longer be said. My face will no longer be remembered by them. My voice will never be heard. But before that moment comes ... I just want to wish all my friends, sisters and best friends the best of luck. And may they have a brighter future ahead. For all the lies I've spoken .. please forgive me. For all the times that I've made you worried, mad, sad, disappointed, down ... please forgive me. For all the harsh words I've said to you .. please forgive me. It means nothing but words .. One day, you will forget about me, my dear friends .... but I promise I won't forget you. :) One day, I won't be there to support you again .... but I know Allah will always be with you. You're like a family to me .. a family who doesn't care about my flaws and still accept me though I'm odd. A beautiful family that I know everyone had wished to have one ... and thank you so much for your time. I'm sorry .. for everything I've missed. For everything I've done .. for everything I've said ... May Allah be with you in our journey. Erase me off your memory if you must ... as long as I know that you're doing well. Just like the others ... I'm just a human; a human with a beginning and an ending ..<br />
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Allah have sent me you girls to teach me lessons and loves ... may one day, Allah will guide you too. To a better place than where you're standing right now. Good night, my stars ... Good night .. and sweet dreams.<br />
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SINCERELY,<br />
- A SOULLESS GIRL -Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4354466550376325403.post-39115797093629697562014-01-26T07:16:00.002-08:002014-01-26T07:16:30.444-08:00PostHeyy, guys.<br />
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It has been long since I updated this blog, right ? Sorry ^^ but .. who am I apologizing to anyway ? Haahaahaa ! I'm alone in here. No one here. So .. why the hell am I sorry for ? I'm sorry for my life. :)<br />
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I'm sorry for being me. I'm not a great person. I'm not as 'well-known' as some people thought I would. I'm just part of the society. Though I wish I wasn't one of the complicated humans ... what power do I have to stop myself from turning into one of them ? I just I could be someone whom people will look upon at, someone whom people will worry if I'm not around. I know I'm being selfish again, but who I am to stop all these things from happening ? For once, let me be selfish.<br />
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I understand how everything that had happened ... is basically my fault. I know. You don't have to list them down and slap it across my face. I know how pitiful my life is. But all I can do is to switch off the world and put my headphone on .. music full blast .. let me drown in my own 'world'. I don't belong anywhere ... I thought I would be useful to someone ....... but I guess I just got my hope too high again. I didn't want to let it go, but I did. I got hurt in the end ... severely in pain. Too bad the pain wasn't bad enough to kill me right on the spot.<br />
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Depression ? I'm not sure myself. Is it really depression that forced me to write all these ? Is it depression ? Haahaahaa ! I don't even know. I'm sorry for all the messages from you guys that I left without replying. Things happened, and I forget something easily too. I wanted to reply all of those messages, private messages, tweets, WA messages. I really wanted too .... but I don't want you guys to know my situation during that time. I need time to heal myself .. of course, I don't wish you guys to know what kind of 'injuries' or 'illness' that I was suffering from. (not that you guys would bother about it anyway haahaahaa !)<br />
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I just wish everything would be .......... just like before. Sometimes I wish I shouldn't have done it. I wish I didn't meet them .... I wish ...... I wish everything would be ........ different. Or at least, I wish for one ...... for at least one person to notice me. I don't want to be the third person in everything. I'm not a tool .. I want you to rely on me too. I want you to see me how you see them. .......I'm sorry. I'm so sorry for this post. I'm sorry for my flaws .. for all the lies .. for everything. I'm so sorry ...... but please.. please ........ if you don't need me anymore ........ please, erase me completely out of your life. It hurts to know that those people who I thought would need me as much as I need them actually don't see how important my existence is.<br />
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I'm sorry if I ever pushed you away .. sorry for not replying your messages (though I keep on telling you guys to resend me the message, just in case I didn't see it before.) I'm sorry .... for existing.<br />
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Maybe .... maybe this will be the last post for this blog. Thank you everyone, for those who have stayed. Thank you so much for teaching me how to create a blog. Of course, I remember everything. From the very first time. That immature little girl who just learned how to use a blog. Haahaahaa ! That idiot never change :) I remember how people talk about me ... asking me why I'm using Malaysian language instead of Bruneian. ....heck, what's wrong with using other language anyway ? I can't see your point in it. It's not like you don't understand Malaysian, right ? I just wanted to use Malaysian instead of Bruneian language .. no reason. I remember how my they said my e-mail is weird ... my language is weird .. my blog is weird. They don't understand a single thing about what I've written in my blog ..... who the hell told you to read my blog at the first place ? Haahaahaa ! I never said you can read it. :) In fact ... I don't want you to read it. I remember how I used to have a fight in this blog. Stupid me. OTL kekeke<br />
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I remember everything. They criticize me for everything, and I don't understand why. But I found a reason why I should hate people. :) They never have the intention to leave me alone ..... just to humiliate me once again ^^ Are you satisfied now ? Are you dancing to your victory dance now as you read this post ? haahaahaa ! Don't worry. I can't see it anyway. Sometimes I hope people will mention my name .... will actually remember me. But again ... how am I for people to remember ? I'm barely a person .... I'm solid (obviously) alright ..... but I'm just a shadow. I remember .... how they try to drag me down as I talked about things that should be 'adult-only' topics ... I didn't mention anything about 'beds' or 'ropes', dude. I just talked about 'love' ........ what ? They thought I was a kid before ............. dude, you don't know what you're talking about. haaahaahaa ! I remember .. whenever I updated my blog before ... they would make fun about it. ..what should I do ? I'm a kid to you guys, right ? So don't bother about my life anymore :) I don't need you ...... just like how I'm unneeded to you.<br />
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Remember I used to write a novel before ? Yeah, a Malay novel. ^^ ..it's a hobby. I wanted to be a writer, but I'm not creative enough kekeke ^^ Whenever I started to write the continuation for the next chapter ... I always thought .. 'hey, this is better' .. because I was too far away from the reality, so it felt amazing.<br />
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Thank you for those people who taught me how to create a blog, thank you for the one person who introduced me to 'what is a blog ?' .. thank you so much :) I don't feel like mentioning any names haahaahaa ! Why ? Because I know some will be like, "Why didn't she write down my name too ?! I'm one of them !" Nope .. nope. I'm too tired to entertain people right now. haahaahaa ! Kidding. I don't want you guys to feel left out if I accidentally forgot to mention you. I just hope those people will know how they are without me stating their names here. (Please spare me .. I'm exhausted) Let's not feel left out anymore, okay ? I'm not talking about me.. I'm talking about you guys. Just realize how important you are to someone though you thought you're not. I know how people are trying to ignore me .. but I never say a thing ^^ Why ? it's better that way. I have no reason to hold onto them, and they have no reason to stay anymore. I'm letting you guys go ^^<br />
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People can say bad stuffs about me .. they can say how 'ugly I am' or how 'ugly my voice is' .. I know. I hate myself too. haahaahaa ! But that doesn't make you any better. You might think that you're one of the best people since people are giving their attention to you. ....but girl, listen....you're lower than any shits that I've dealt with. I never said my voice was as angelic as any idols. I never said our dance moves are the best .. nope. I just like to stand on the stage, and dance with my friends. And no ... I don't need your opinion at all. I forgive you, don't worry. From the bottom of my heart .. I've forgiven you. I pity your life though. I can't imagine myself being in your shoes. You never know how good it is to have people who love you because they really do love you. You will never understand how great it feels to be yourself .. no dramas, no acting, no fake tears, no backstabbing missions. Oh God, I don't wish to trade my life with anything in this world. Alhamdulillah, because of your foul actions, I learn to keep myself at peace .. so I won't have the label 'fake bitch' stapled to my forehead :) Anyway, of course ... all your sins are forgiven .... but I'll keep everything in mind. Just in case some of your plastic army suddenly appear from nowhere and act like an innocent little angel with puppy eyes.<br />
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Once again ... I'm sorry and thank you. I know I've changed a lot lately. Got more busy and more distant ... what can I do ? I don't feel people will need me even if I stayed .. I feel bad for myself, so I don't want to hurt her anymore. I'll see what I'll to this blog in the future. Maybe I'll just delete it. It's getting boring anyway. Nothing works anymore. I don't know what the hell happened to my playlist .... nor my chatbox. haahaahaa ! What a weird blog. Blog, did you just eat up all the things I put up here ? Aiyaa... don't be like that. kekeke !<br />
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For those people who I really wish they would care for me too ..... Thank you so much ... I'm sorry .. Please take care. And good bye .<br />
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:: sincerely, me. (THE SOULLESS GIRL) ::Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4354466550376325403.post-79799904883919418482013-03-31T01:19:00.001-07:002013-03-31T01:19:45.374-07:00Opss..Helwwww ! Assalamualaikum ! Annyeonghasaeyo !<br />
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Tak tau laa nak buat ape skang.....nak senyum ke, nak menangis ke........atau bersyukur ? Bersyukur tue mmg wajib laa ekk.. heehee. Untuk dia..heyyy ! Syukur Alhamdulillah...kehendak Allah. Tgh searching2 nama kedai.....tetibe terserempak nama die. ..Opss....rezeki ? haahaahaa !<br />
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Okay, fine ! Sbab gatal sgt nak tau background cik 'abang' sorg niee.......click jer laa. Tengok2..........laa....adik aku ker ?!! Haahaahaahaa ! Darn, I'm old !! I'm old !!! Nie bukan cik 'abang'....nie cik 'adik' namo eyhh ! OTL <br />
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Tergelak sket. Takpe laa...kalo yg bukan milik kite tuee, rela kn ajer laa. Takpe laa, dik. Akak (waahaahaahaahaa !!) redha yg akak niee......mmg tua dri adik. Ceh ! Tua xsmpai setaon pon ! Tpi still adik jugak niee...... Senyum jer laa, Yuy. Senyum.......sekurang2nya kau dh tau, kn ?<br />
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Okay laa...nak sambung menghadap buku ! Annyeong !!<br />
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KAK ILAH ! Akk, die adik fyqah laa, kak. haahaahahaaa !! *ROFL*Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4354466550376325403.post-74679466166538366932013-02-22T08:27:00.001-08:002013-02-22T08:27:15.419-08:00Untuk Dia.. heyy !Bismillahirohmanirrohim..<br />
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[Helww ! Assalamualaikum ! Annyeonghasaeyo ! Gatal pulak tangan nie nak tulis surat...]<br />
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Untuk si dia tuee..... .....teragak2 nak cakap niee, tapi harap kita
dapat jadi kwn ekk ? Jadi kawan pon kira alhamdulillah gak. Sebab, awak
tuee popular sgt laa.. Saya sendiri pon takut nak tegur. Takut kena
serang ngan peminat2 awak tuee pulak.. Alaa..setakat peminat awak tuee,
saya xde laa kesah sangat.. Sebab kalo dari segi keganasan, saya mmg
banyak pengelaman.. Tapi saya janji nak jadi budak baik. Jadi tak boleh
laa. Sorry, sebab saya tak boleh tgk muka awak ngan clear, sebab saya
tak suka pakai specs. Saya mmg laa nak pakai, tapi skali saya tgk kat
cermin...... Ya Rabbi, ingatkn nenek kebayan mana tdi. Terkejut saya
tgk. Jadi saya tak pakai laa.<br />
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Awak....mesti baik org nyaa kan ? Sebab
tuee awak ramai peminat. Mesti awak pndai jaga hati diorg kan ? Best laa
diorg dapat kawan mcm awak.. Hati saya dah lama kosong.. takde laa
kosong sangat sebab saya ada Allah kat hati. Tapi saya rindu sangat nak
gurau2 manja ngan seorang sahabat.... Dia dah lama pergi, awak. Tapi
saya redha..sebab saya tau dia tengah happy2 skang niee. Biar laa dia
rehat. Heehee. Saya rindu nak ada kawan yg boleh buat saya gelak mcm
dulu, yang boleh nampak air mata saya sebelum org lain. Saya rindu nak
ada kawan mcm tuee. Tapi saya tak nak awak jadi mcm dia. Saya tak nak
replicate. Saya nak awak jadi kawan saya. Awak yang sebenar. Minta maaf,
kalo saya buat awak kurang selesa.. Saya faham...fizikal saya niee
memang mengerikan. Suara saya tak selunak suara kawan2 awak yg lain.
Perangai saya tak selembut peminat2 awak tuee. Suara saya ala2 Bang
Yongguk B.A.P, yee (sila check Google). Saya tak sealim diorg. Saya bukan puteri, rambut
saya tak sepanjang dan secantik diorg. Baju dan brg2 saya tak semahal
diorg.. Otak saya pon tak sepandai diorg. Orang Science Class tuee !
Saya org biasa jer, awak. Sape laa nak pandang kn ? Saya tak reti sangat English2 niee.. sebab saya slalu tgk Korea. Mesti awak ingat saya obsessed ngan K-Pop, kn ? Tiap kali saya bawa lagu, confirm Korean. Tapi awak percaya laa, saya tak se-obsessed yg awak sangka kn. Dah bertahun saya kenal Korean music niee, awak. Jadi tahap obsession saya tuee tak tinggi mana pon. Biasa2 jer skang niee. Mesti awak rasa saya
niee mengada2 kalo saya dekat ngan awak. Mesti awak fikir saya niee
tergedik2 sebab nak rapat ngan org2 mcm awak, kn ? Takpe, saya faham.
Saya tak kesah :)<br />
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Saya memang tak pernah kesah pon. Sebab saya nak org
terima saya seadanya. Saya nak org tengok saya dengan ikhlas...bukan
sebab lain. Awak mesti suka org yg pndai2 mcm kawan2 saya yg lain tuee, kn ?
Diorg semua mesra, friendly......mudah senyum. Saya kalo
senyum........langsuir pon boleh jatuh coma ! Betol, saya tak tipu. Kalo
awak nak bandingkan saya ngan Joker pon saya setuju.. Sebab Joker tuee
pon ada peminat ! Sejahat2 dan sekejam2 serta ketidak manisan wajah
Joker tuee pon masih ada org yg nak kat dia, awak. Adoii.....rendah plak
rasa diri saya yang sememangnya rendah niee. Awak mesti suka org yg pndai senyum kn ? Org yang senyum dengan manis.. Saya tak reti senyum laa, awak :( Kalo saya senyum.......mcm sengih kambing pon ada gak ! Saya nak senyum mcm org lain. Cantik, manis, cute jer bila diorg snyum...sebab tuee laa diorg dah ada pasangan masing2. Kenapa laa saya tak reti senyum kn, awak ? Kenapa laa suara saya tak semerdu suara seorang perempuan, ekk ? Kalo saya bercakap...huuiiishh ! Orang ingat M. Nasir ! (Dari Yongguk terus pergi M. Nasir, man..) Kenapa perangai saya tak selembut kawan2 perempuan awak yg lain, ekk ? Saya dah cuba, awak. Betol, saya cuba. Tapi org kata saya pelik pulak... PULAAAAAAAAAK...~ Jadi saya tak nak laa..<br />
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Awak, saya dapat rasa kalo awak mmg xselesa kalo saya ada eye-contact sekejap ngan awak. Saya dapat rasa yg awak mmg xsuka. Jadi saya cuba avoid laa...satu jer cara dia.. Saya tanggalkan cermin mata saya. Heehee. Kawan saya slalu marah..sebab saya degil tak nak pakai specs. Bukan saya tak nak, saya tak suka jer.. (Ada beza tau ?!) Hati saya sunyi...sbab xde yg sudi hiburkan. Kadang2 saya rasa down sangat...sbab xde yg sudi temankan saya. Saya rasa tersisih sket dari org lain, sebab saya 'tak laku' heehee. Awak jgn laa gelak.. Betol, saya tak laku. Kesian saya kn ? Awak tau tak.. Bila saya tgk awak ngan orang lain kan.... Saya slalu tersenyum, hati saya slalu kata .. "Mesti perempuan niee hebat di mata dia. Mesti dia istimewa. Mesti dia pandai ambil hati." Kadang2, saya cuba gak nak jadi mcm diorg...tpi kalo saya fikir2kan balik... Nanti awak xdapat terima saya kalo saya jadi diri saya balik. Saya pon tak suka berpura2 jadi org lain.. Tak best laa. Saya terima. Saya terima diri saya seadanya.<br />
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Maybe kita tak dapat jadi kawan......jadi saya cuma boleh tengok awak dari jauh jer laa, ekk ? Izinkan saya, ye awak ? Saya tengok awak dari jauh pon xpe.. (kalo saya nampak gak laa...) Harap awak tak marah. Tempat saya mmg xde kat hati awak (amboi.......) sekurang2nya saya slalu ingat kat awak. Mengada2 pulaak aku nihhh ! Awak...harap awak bila awak dh berjaya nanti, awak takkan lupa kawan2 awak skang niee. Diorg slalu ngan awak. Kena slalu ingat kat diorg..okay ? Akhir kata.... <i>I'm just a stranger to you, though you are someone in my eyes</i> :)<br /><br />
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THE END ! - YUY MENGADA2 BUAT SURAT KAT BLOG !! -Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4354466550376325403.post-28291177615071048802013-02-22T08:21:00.002-08:002013-02-22T08:21:43.964-08:00Hi, I Exist..Bismillahirohmanirrohim..<br />
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Helww ! Assalamualaikum ! Annyeonghasaeyo ! :D heehee. Okay laa.. post kali niee, xnak sedey2 lgi dah. xnak stress2. xnak depress2. xnak cheesy wedges......eyh, silap. nak cheesy wedges ! Tapi, TAK NAK cheesy lovey dovey. Okay.... haa ? Ape ? terkejut tgk post niee dlm bhasa Melayu plak ? Aii.....kasar tuee :( No, I've never forgotten my mother's language. Saja jer nak tukar2 bhasa.. tgk laa 2 taon akan datang.. tetiba aku update blog dlm bhasa Korea plak :p Haaa.....boley seminggu korg xdapat tdor malam wooo ! Alright. Done with my language for today. Nak kongsi2 sket laa.. Blog niee khas nyaa untuk berkongsi serba sedikit laa ekk.<br />
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Korg penah rasa tak atau, penah alami tak.......... One-sided love ? Alaa...cinta bertepuk sebelah tangan laa, korg niee. Penah tak ? Cewaahh..tetiba tnya pasal cinta nihh ! Sejak bila pulaaakk, cik Fyqah oiiiiiii ? Dh reti nak bercintan - cintun pulaaaak keeeer ? Dh cukup ilmu di dada keerrrrrrr ? Nak kata cukup tuee....mmg tak penah cukup sbenarnyaa. Huhu.. Alaa...nak halang mcm mana pon, korg nak deny mcm mana skali pon.. Nurafiqah Hashim a.k.a Fyqah Yuy a.k.a Yuy .. is still a teenage GIRL. Sila repeat smula.. TEENAGE GIRL ! Pandai murid2 :D Dh nama pon perempuan, mesti laa aku ada perasaan, ada jantung yg berdenyut2, ada perut yg sentiasa minta diisi walaupon dh padat sepadat2 kaset padat kat dlm tuee, ada hati yg masih berfungsi dgn (Alhamdulillah) jaya nyaa. Tapi, aku sndiri kena halang perasaan niee. Tak nak jatuh2 hati kat org skang.....tpi kalo tgk dia ngan org lain.. Adoiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii......bukan ditusuk sembilu.. Tapi ibarat ditusuk gigi2 ikan jaws dah niee ! Sakit tak ? Sakit tak ? Ngilu, beb...<br />
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Ye..mmg aku ada 'terpandang' this one guy.. Sayang sgt aku kena pkai specs kalo nak tgk muka dia ngan clear. Sebab skang niee...aku dh semakin rabun. ....tuee laa...asyik ngadap laptop jer keje nyaa.. Tak pasal2 rabun ! So tak clear sgt laa wajah kesayangan hamba tuee. Heehee. Tak clear pon xpe, janji aku x blushing2 kalo tetiba dia muncul depan2 muka aku. Tapi...mmg xde chance laa nak kenal2an gituee ngan this guy.. Mana tak nyaa...PEMINAT KELILING PINGGANG, man ! Mcm nak berkenalan ngan abg Nubhan plak aii...... Kenalan ngan abg Nubhan pon tak susah mcm niee ! Kalo ngan abg Nubhan, dapat calling2, snap2 gambar, siap bersalam mesra lagi tau ! Kalo ngan diaa nieee.. ! Aissyyyyh ! Eden nak cakap pon dah habih ayat den ! Punyo susah mengalahkan PM ! Kalo den ushaa PM tuee, dalam limo bulan couple, tau ?! Susah yaa amat nak jadi kawan. Tapi, takpe laa..kalo bukan rezeki, nak buat mcm mana kn. Redha kn jer laa.. walaaaupoooooooon.. ;)<br />
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Tapi susah gak...kalo jatuh ngan org yg bnyak peminat nih. Lagi2 kalo jenis perempuan yg mcm aku niee...dok ushaa jer. Suruh cakap, 'HELLOOOO' pon xnak. Penah laa berbhasa2 sket ngan diaa.....tpi takat tue jer laa.. Dia pon xingat aku kot........ Bukan stakat tak ingat, ntah2, tau pon tidak yg aku nie wujud lagi ! Adoiiii laa, Yuy ! Wake up laa, weyyh ! A Level nihh ! Taon niee A Level ! Kalo nak bercintan - cintun tunggu habis A niee.. dapat As bnyak2. Lepas tuee... ekau petik jer jari... Bukan setakat jantan, ngan lembu2 jantan, katak jantan, kucing jantan, ayam jantan buaya daratan pon datang kat ekau tau ?! Tapi kena dapat markah yg ' WOW, Fantastic Baby' dulu laa.. Setakat dapat E - E - U .. Rimau jantan pon tengok sebelah mata jer.. (Amboi, kasar nyaa.......... -_-) I don't know about others. Sebab kata org, zman skang niee.. physical - facial - appearances mmg NO. 1 in boys' eyes laa. Tuee org kata. Org mcm aku niee......tak tau laa. Bermesra2 ngan kucing jantan aku jer laa nampak nyaa.<br />
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Nak cerita panjang2... Takut kantoi lak. Haahaahaa ! So, let's end it here.. :) Nak tau lebih lanjut, kena tanya aku sndiri laa. Mana boley luah everything kat blog, kat internet, kat FB.. humiliation tuee ! Korg jgn laa berharap kat FB tuee..tak pyh laa nak luah sgala2 nyaa. Percaya cakap aku niee.. dengar apa yg aku nak kata, lepas tuee korg renung2 kan laa sendiri. Tiap kali korg update status...luah korg pnya perasaan mcm tengah buat essay 10 pages tak selesai.... Org lain yg kat friendlist korg tuee membaca.. Dan tak smua org dalam dunia niee..dan yg kat dalam friendlist korg tuee akan faham perasaan korg masa tuee. Tup2, kat belakang korg..diorg mengata korg plak sebab status korg tuee mengada2 sgt. Memang laa korg akan kata 'FB aku, aku punya suka laa!' Memang laa korg pnya suka, niee aku pnya suka gak niee nak kongsi sket. Nanti xde laa korg tanggung malu sebab percaya sgt ngan FB kesayangan korg. Kalo betul nak luah, jgn laa melampau sangat smpai jadi novel status tuee korg keje kan. Kang org lain yg baca kisah kehidupan korg kat FB tuee..kwn2 niee bukan smuanya baik..<br />
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Aku xde laa nak tuduh sape2..tpi niee sebagai peringatan jer laa ekk. Nak dengar, dengar. Kalo xnak dengar, pndai2 korg laa. Kalo kawan korg tuee org yg faham korg, pndai nak comfort korg, aamiin.. Alhamdulillah.. Kalo terkena jenis kawan yg berangan nak jadi journalist terkenal dengan menjaja kisah2 korg yg kat FB tuee kt kawan2 diaa yg lain, atau kwn2 korg yg satu pejabat, satu skolah, satu class ngan korg.. Naya yoouuuu ! Niee setakat peringatan jer laa yee ? Aku pon xde hak nak halang. Nak luah gak, pegi laa luah. Tapi lgi elok kalo korg luah kat Allah.. Kalo korg menangis, Allah jugak yg akan sembuhkan luka korg. Korg xpayah susah2 jadi WiFi nak luahkan perasaan kat Allah. Buka paip air, ambil wudhu, sembahyang...dah ! Dah online ngan Allah dah ! Senang jer.. masa korg tengah sorg2 tuee. Daripada korg dok mengumpat berjela2 mengalahkan textbook Sociology Haralambous aku niee..kalo korg berdoa kat Allah, minta lembut hati, minta murah rezeki.. KAT DALAM HATI jer.. tak payah nak jerit2, terpekik terlalak...Allah boley dengar. Daripada korg susah2 top-up credit semata2 nak mengumpat jer.... Buat perabis duit jer.. Susahnya, korg gak nanti. Ye tak ? Ye tak ? Heehee. Okay laa.. THE END ! Alhamdulillah..<br />
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Ladies out there..- Para Muslimah..<br />
~ Jadilah seperti Siti Khadijah : Seorang pejuang dan seorang yang dermawan meskipun dia seorang wanita.<br />
~ Jadilah seperti Siti Aisyah : Seorang wanita yang berilmu, dan seorang yang indah rupanya.<br />
~ Jadilah seperti Siti Zulaikha : Seorang wanita yang taat dan kuat cintanya pada Allah.<br />
~ Jadilah seperti Siti Hajar : Seorang wanita yang tabah.<br />
~ Dan jadilah seperti ibu Rasulullah S.A.W - Siti Aminah binti Abdul Wahab : Seorang wanita yang kuat, berani dan mempunyai ketabahan hati.<br />
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Selagi ada masa, berubahlah untuk jadi yang baik.. Selagi ada masa, selagi masa belum dihentikan, selagi pintu belum ditutup. :) Niee laa.. antara idola2 para Muslimah. Dengar jer nama diorg...rasa mcm sejuk jer hati. Takkan laa rasa sejuk kat hati jer...tak terfikir nak jadi mcm diorg ker ? Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4354466550376325403.post-78298842726840626062012-12-19T10:22:00.000-08:002012-12-20T14:31:18.466-08:00Just A Puppet - Happy or Sad?Helww ! Assalamualaikum.. Annyeonghasaeyo :) Heehee. *sigh* ....I don't even know the reason WHY I still want to post anything on this blog anymore....I just realized that I'm all alone here. Eyhh..not really..I knew it from the start that no one will actually stay forever. So yeah, now..here I am... Alone.. Again. December is here. I wonder how winter feels.. [Let's just say, I'm going to talk about weird & random stuffs now..] And my older brother has finally met his 'soulmate' and is officially married to her on the 16th December 2012. Congratulations, my big bro.<br />
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I've planned to leave this blog. To delete it, to be specific. I don't feel like I need it anymore. If you notice, I already deleted my chat-box long ago. [If you even realized it was there before] I don't need it anymore. I don't want any comforts from others. I don't need anything from outside. I'm still looking for myself.. I've lost it again. Yeah, maybe my words are too complicated to understand.. I've lost myself....as I start to fall apart, to shatter.. While others have their 'friends' by their side...I only have my Rilakkuma doll - Bingu - as my friend. I hug him when I feel bored, I cry on him when I feel insecure, I kiss my - Bingu Kuma - when I feel lonely. I even talk to it when I feel like I need to. What else can a girl like me do ? I'm just a human-puppet. I live as a human and free as a girl, but actually being restrain by strings, control my every move, word and act. I can't do anything. I can't escape. The only thing I can do is....to make a friend smiles, at least once.<br />
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I know that I'm useless. I know. I can't do anything by myself. I still depend on someone to drag me from place to place. I can't do anything right. I can't..express my feelings nor my thoughts out loud. I can't act on my own. I can't hurt myself....why can't I hurt myself ? No, I'm not giving up.. I'm not whining either. If I can't let my feelings out orally, I'll let my thoughts to be heard by words. I can't say how happy I am, I can't express how to sad I am, I can't scream out for help when I'm in pain..... I can't even say a word to make a friend.. What else can I do ? Puppets can't talk. Puppets don't have normal friends. Puppets....only have their masters, their owners. What am I ? I miss everyone. My past life......what had happened to me ? Who brought me here to where I am standing now ? Wait, puppets can't cry. No, they do cry......but no one realizes that single tear on their wooden, cold cheeks.<br />
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Everyone has their friends now. Everyone is happy now. They are smiling even wider now. Can I feel the same way too ? I just want a friend who acknowledges my existence.. and my pain. I have those feelings too. The feelings you always have when you told me you are 'broken' by someone. I have experienced the same feelings too. Are you still crying when they hurt you ? Are you okay now ? How are you doing, my friend ? Are you happy with them ? Are they being nice to you ? Do they treat you right ? .....my concerns.....might just seem like an empty space for you, right ? My concerns....might annoy you, right ? I'm sorry. ...When I'm deathly worried about you..you're actually happy without my nagging, and stupid voice to disturb you now. I'm happy for you. I really do :) I really wish you could see my smile right now. No, I'm not talking about my late best friend. I'm talking about you.... my friends now...wherever you are. You might say I'm the one who is leaving you first.... I did that because I know you will feel my existence is a burden to you.<br />
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However, my friends.....my words may be rude..but my intention is so I feel comfortable around you. My actions may be harsh..but my intention is so I can be accepted as who I am....and not as who you want me to be. I don't want to pretend.. I'm happy now. I'm happy that my friends are happy. I'm happy that no one witnesses me crying over something stupid. I'm happy that though I don't have anyone to hug.... I still can hug my Bingu without being judge. I'm happy. I'm smiling.... I really do. My friends........I don't know how to express my feeling, my guilt.......I don't know how. They say my life is perfect.....but they don't know my stories.. Ignore me. I just need a place to release these thoughts. If I keep them further.....I don't think I will be able to see the future anymore :)<br />
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Goodnight, world. Goodnight, Fyqah. Goodnight, Yuy. Goodnight....Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4354466550376325403.post-56674606528018764192012-11-03T02:15:00.002-07:002012-11-03T05:36:25.402-07:00The October Girls<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Helww :) Assalamualaikum ! It has been long since my last post here..... Hee..~ Okay, fine. October had passed....fine. fine. However.....I've shed too much tears in October, I think. Why ? I cried too much, of course ! Yes, struggling for my final exams, lack of sleep, lack of confidence, lack of everything ! As our exam ended on the 25th of Oct.........I cried again. Why ? I was hoping for a usual birthday greetings from my friends.......but I think I received more than I deserve :( I don't deserve their kindness, seriously !!<br />
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Yes, I didn't expect anything like this... I'm officially 18 now :) ..and here, I vow.. for my 18th birthday, it is the most precious moment for a teenage girl.<br />
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[Date : 29/10/2012<br />
Location : School canteen<br />
Time : Set 5 - P.S Time]<br />
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I cried because Hajah (my best friend since forever :p ) surprised me with a video they created !! ....or more like she was the only one who created it and helped by the others :) They said it was just a simple video.......but for me, I see it as the most valuable treasure ! Because it is from my friends.. She even lied to me !! How could you, Jah ?! What did I do ??? How could you lie to your friend ?! How could you make me cry like that ?! Why ?! WHY ?! WAE ?! {insert dramatic crying scene and a dance to Keep Your Head Down here} Okay, too much drama. Yes, I cried. Well...who wouldn't ?! She lied to me, saying that "Yuy, can you help me with my English ?" And I believed her because she is still taking English Language...but then, the video... the opening of the video was 'Novel Saga - Watak n Perwatakan' ..and I was like.. The heck you just gave me, Jah ? English or Malay ?! ..I guess I was so much a fool not to notice anything, huh ? But then..as the video continued........ this sentence popped out 'Happy 18th Birthday FYQAH YUY' .... I strangled her !! Yes, I strangled her for real.....but stopped when I felt my eyes teary.. My other friends were there and they smiled when they saw me cried ! Luckily, there were only Naz, Hajah, Anne & Jia..I think ? Anne was resting, Jia and Naz were sitting together, and I was sitting next to Hajah.. So yeah, the girl who I strangled not to death was Hajah.. How could her ?! And then.....I couldn't stop crying.... But in the end, I hugged Hajah & Naz [almost....because everyone was staring at us..and that was not cool..]<br />
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Then, Naz confessed.. "We want to see you cry, Yuy..because you're too 'tough'. So mission accomplished !" Darn, you girls !!!! What do you mean by 'too tough' ?! But then, I realized, yeah...I never shed any tears in front of them before..no matter how hard, and awful the situation was...but I cried just because of a video ?! Seriously, Yuy ? Tskk..<br />
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I forgot.. Naz & Hajah are also the October girls :) We were born on the same year, month but different dates ^_^ Happy ! <br />
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[Date : 30/10/2012<br />
Location : School Canteen<br />
Time : Break-time.<br />
The 'told' mission : Surprise birthday party for Tiqah.<br />
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I forgot to tell you guys something. Everyone knows how naughty I can be sometimes.. so I made a mistake and posted up a ghost photo on WA and scared my friend off... I tried to apologized, but she ignored me. I gave up..and acted like nothing had happened but still ignoring her.. .....Then, Hajah told me.. "We want to surprise Tiqah !" Tiqah's birthday = 27th October 1993. Yeah, Too close, isn't it ? Sadly, she is a year older than me.. :( Fine. I was happily accepting it ! However, on the same day... they were whispering to each other, but isolated me from the whispering group ! So I just sat and played with my laptop alone, with Naz. Oh, the friend I mentioned earlier is Safwani.. A very sensitive and fun girl. We know each other for years now. So, when Tiqah arrived at the canteen. They took the cakes ! 2 CAKES ! Then I was like... wow ! Why so many cakes ? Then they started to sing the birthday song...and I sang along with them ! Happily and childishly ! But when I tried to walk away to sit with Naz..... Saf grabbed my hand and dragged me to the next table.....surprised, of course ! And I was like... "Wow ? She is not mad at me anymore ?" But another surprise for me.......when she handed me the other cake........ Hell yes, I was surprised !! The twins were still singing and I looked at Tiqah for a while before yelling at Hajah, Naz & Jia !<br />
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I gave them a big, friendly not so friendly.. "YAH !!!!!!" For some reasons, I did manage to attract the teachers and the other students attention.... Sorry.. I forced myself to smile and tried to recover from the massive shock ! Darn it ! Why don't they just give me a heart attack on my next birthday ? -_- Yeah, not happy ! They cut the cakes for me and Tiqah.. YEAY CHEESE CAKEs ! Beautiful cakes too ! One cake had a rainbow layer in the inside and the other one is red velvet ! I told Jirah I love red colour over rainbow, and Tiqah loves rainbow colour...... This is too much, girls !! Maybe Tiqah deserves the birthday celebration.......but me ? I don't think I deserve it.... We just know each other for like......few months ! And yet, they are already THIS nice to me ! :'( Waeyo ? And yes....I CRIED AGAIN !!! But this time..........all my friends SAW IT ! They saw me crying ! Even Saf ! Tiqah approached me first and consoled me, "Don't cry, Yuy. Why are you crying?" But I tried to smile at the same time ! But then..Safwani came.... That evil girl ! "Yeah, I finally see you cry, Qah!! Finally ! This is the first time you cry !" And ..... I cried harder ! Hey ! I covered my face okay ! I was trying very, very very hard not to cry......but I guess...when I saw them....I felt like I was celebrating my birthday with my old friends........ Remember my old friends ?<br />
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Warn, Nubby, Mirul, Stacey, Tracey, Anis, Kasyah, Safi, Acai, Farah, Azee, Amal, Pikah itik.......everyone.. Even my late best friend......... Him.. I thought I saw him there among the girls...... Why ? You know I can't stop missing you........<br />
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But thank you so much, my loves..... Farah, Azee & Amal... They used to shine my day :) They used to be my sunshine, my moon and my angels.... They used to make me smile through the hard times..... But now... they all have their own friends, huh ? :) I'm jealous....because someone else has my best of the best friend ! *pout* ..Please take care of yourself, my loves.. Wasurenaide.. <br />
<br />And Thankyou veryvery very much...to my friends NOW :D my beautiful friends ! My beautiful girlfriends ! Thank you so much ! Fafa & my P.S GIRLS ! Thank you everyone...for making me realize that losing him shouldn't be the ending to my friendship life :) Kamsahamnida.. Saranghae.. Jeongmal saranghaeyo<br />
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Thank you Kak Ilah for the message.. Sorry I can't be as good as Chan or any of your friends, Kak. I'm no one to the world..but I'm really grateful to know you. Though we rarely talk/chat..let you know, you will always be the best sister for me. Nae-reul itjji masaeyo.. But please just erase me away if my existence causes trouble or painful memories to you.. LOVE YOU ! :) Thank you Fafa for the phone call ! Sorry I took too long to answer your calls ! Mianhae ! Jeongmal mianhae ! Saranghae, chingu yah ! My Minho :) Thank you Azee & Farah for the messages....thankyou so so much ! I really wish you girls won't forget me.....but I guess, if you girls are happy now.. Just forget me if you must :) But let me keep our memories together, aye ? I love you girls.. more than anything. Amal, thank you so much for tolerating/bearing lot of obstacles with me.. After 3 years knowing you...I can see whoever chooses you as their partner...they must have a very good taste ;) You're a nice, calm and humorous girl ! Whoever breaks your heart.....darn, that human must be stupid.. LOL ! Heehee..<br />
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<br />Thank you so much, loves !!!! I can't stop thanking you.... So, though this year might be the last year for us to be together, and some of us might leave again next year.. Please be safe, take care and be happy.. Remember those endless laughter and unfading smiles.. Remember them always :) Stay strong !<br />
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Espanadirah : 3.10.1994<br />
Hajah Farwizah : 4.10.1994<br />
Chin Lee Hui : 6.10.1994 <br />
Nazuha/Naz : 9.10.1994<br />
Atiqah : 27.10.1993<br />
Me : 28.10.1994<br />
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">Yeah, it hurts knowing that I can't smile for myself. I always feel like I don't deserve it, yet. *sigh. What ? Too lame ? Say whatever you wish to say, I won't bother to care anyway. Yeah, you know why ? Because my wounds won't be healed by it :) I'm telling you, this life is nothing but one way ride. Once you said, you really mean it.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">Eyh..I'm just going to make this post as short as possible. The more I write, the more heart breaks will occur. Honestly, I hate how my words control me instead of the other way round *sigh. I just hope my friends won't mind.. I hope they will stay and SAY something to stop me from 'swearing, cursing etc..' I need that kind of friend.. A friend who will stop my word.. I mean, not when I'm talking ! When I'm cursing about something. Yeah, I curse a lot nowadays *blush. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">P/S : I miss you, Kak Ilah. I really miss you :( The moon doesn't want to talk to me anymore..almost every night, it hides away from me. I'm a bad person. Kak Ilah, saranghamnida <3 :) Forever and always..</span></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4354466550376325403.post-66859097094192499052012-04-22T00:31:00.001-07:002012-04-22T00:31:17.501-07:00Tears, Tears, Tears..<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Helww ! Assalamualaikum ! Annyeonghasaeyo :) How are you guys this morning ? I was awake around....2.30AM just now, and then fell back to sleep ^^ Very tired after Sociology Activity. Muscle cramped..oh so good ! haahaa ! Kidding. But hey, can you guys believe that I cried 3 times yesterday ? Yes, THREE FREAKING TIMES ! I cried too much.... First, I cried because of the video we watched during GP class. The topic was on 'Animal Farming', and I've never felt soooooooo guilty towards animals before ! And I've never seen SUCH CRUEL + HEARTLESS + BRAINLESS humans before ! Hey, hey. Don't be mad at me when I said this...this in MY POINT OF VIEW ! Yes, I can get too emotional sometimes. Come on, imagine if it happens in front of your eyes... Don't tell me you will just sit there and enjoy the show ?? OK, maybe you guys don't really understand what I'm trying to tell you. Heehee</div>
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Second...our first Sociology Activity ^^ Sir told us to jog/sprint 10 rounds, star jumping 50 - 70 times & sit ups ! Oh goodness I FEEL SO LIGHT NOW ! No, that's not a punishment or even torture of us. It was A LESSON ! ^^ and I LOVE IT ! Well, the runnings and sit ups were not the cause of my tears...it was the session. When sir told us to LET GO OF OUR EGO and say SORRY to a friend. We stood facing each other (my friend and I), and looked DEEP into each other eyes. At first, I was giggling and so because I felt awkward. But then, sir told us to imagine the person who was standing right in front of us was someone else. Suddenly....yeah, I was thinking about 'him' :) You guys still remember 'him' ? My late best friend ? Yes, him. I said I was sorry and so on...but when I told my friend that he passed away..she was like O.O "are you serious?" Yes, she was shocked. Don't worry..I felt relieved after that ^^ Thanks, SIR & YAYA :) And the other reason is because I feel guilty for lying to my parents. I've lied so many times :'( Sorry Maa & Paa. but I love you guys with all my heart !! I lied because I don't want to upset you guys... I really love you and I rather died than seeing a tear rolls down your cheek... Saranghamnida, Omma & Appa.</div>
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Hwaiting for your exam !</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4354466550376325403.post-16651953983484680202012-04-16T04:15:00.003-07:002012-04-16T05:01:57.664-07:00Why Must I Hide Myself.................?<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjOKRVg5vuJb3NxX5qkps2DvDe7ERomPA0HjPGkUDemXrdgpUT8Yz-_yNnNbF1JRahO9q_SOwnK6Y9mNxch8MQfqJklOYixS1bO8TpWcG-0eS5PpvcanHbeyDViqIMEZWJOurWUFWDLy8bV/s1600/f8f2d72620654cbad6cae23d.jpg" style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; "><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 213px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjOKRVg5vuJb3NxX5qkps2DvDe7ERomPA0HjPGkUDemXrdgpUT8Yz-_yNnNbF1JRahO9q_SOwnK6Y9mNxch8MQfqJklOYixS1bO8TpWcG-0eS5PpvcanHbeyDViqIMEZWJOurWUFWDLy8bV/s320/f8f2d72620654cbad6cae23d.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5731960041040383122" /></a><div style="text-align: center;"><span>* <i>I Won't Break Down In Front Of You</i> *</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span>(Credit to the real owner)</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span>Helwwww ! Assalamualaikum ^^ Annyeonghasaeyo :) my dear readers ! I miss you guys so much ! I'm really, really, really sorry for not updating this blog for a while. Trust me, when I first entered form 6.....I could see my END ! A real living hell ! Oh well, if you want to survive, just fight for it, right? So I will fight for it :)</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span>Talk about hiding, escaping, walking away.... Actually, there is a reason why I planned to update this blog. People keep on shooting me with questions, asking me WHY I didn't reply their messages, inbox, text and comments. Let's be honest now...... I'm really, really, EXTREMELY busy with my school work, assignments and presentation ! Yes, that's the reason. I really wish to reply all the messages you guys sent, but usually it ends up 'Your credit balance is $O.O7..please bla bla bla bla' see..~ I hardly have time to go online on FB or Twitter. Yes, you can spot me on twitter sometimes, but please be noted that MY TWITTER JUST LOST ITS BRAIN ! Oh wait......does twitter have a brain ? O.o I don't know..there is something wrong with it, and sometimes I can't even see the mentions. OK ? Clear now ? FB, just like I mentioned earlier..my social life is completely 'DOWN' ! Even now, I still have to finish 3 tasks ! And to be handed it tomorrow.</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span>Can you guys believe that last week, I didn't sleep for 2 days ? Yes, TWO DAYS ! I can't sleep --' fudge ! I hate my life now, but yeah....you don't have any choices ! Just do whatever you chose ! </span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span>Actually, the main reason why I posted this.. I feel kind of lonely lately.. Remember my two favourite girls ? Farah & Azee ? I used to imagine that maybe the three (at least Farah will) of us will make it into sixth form. But.....I guess faith has it's own way. We split up...... And yes, I don't have my best friends at school. I prefer being alone sometimes, where I can recall how my life was when I have the girls with me. </span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span>Deep down inside........ I feel slightly jealous whenever my friends have their own best friends. They talk/gossip about a lot of things...and I'm kind of being isolated from the group. Well, maybe I'm the only one who feels that way..but still, my heart what makes me cry :) My new friends are the best, of course ! They are very friendly, funny and playful too. But.....I don't feel like myself when they are around. I see myself as a stranger. Who knows ? Maybe my existence annoys them ? It scares me.... I'm scared to face the future. Sometimes, I even forced myself to smile... I have to hold back my tears. I don't want to break down in front of people. That's not how YUY manages her life :) I don't share secrets either. I prefer to be in pain alone :) I don't want to be a burden...</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span>I try to hide away from everyone. I don't want to wake up and face everything anymore ! Yes, I'm still the old 'FYQAH'. The girl who is lacking of confidence ! Call me anything......you won't understand how I drag myself until here. They might say that I tend to forget them...... No dear :) though this night might be the last night for me..I won't forget you guys :) I love you guys so much. I don't think I have to mention the names, right ? You know who you are. And I just want you to know...YOU HOLD A SPECIAL PLACE IN MY HEART :) <3 I may not be perfect. I can't be with you all the time. I may not be replying your messages (out of credit --'). I may not be your one and only.......but I can promise you, I'm original :) </span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span>No, I'm not giving up my life ! I just don't want people to think that I've forgotten them ! :( I really love you guys..please don't think of me that way. It hurts..... It hurts knowing that I'm not there with you when you needed me :(( I'm a bad friend. </span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span>Ah, my time is up. Need to continue with my work :) Promise, I will send/drop you some messages through inbox, twitter or even chatbox ;) yeah, the new chatbox... Whatever. I will be going now. Good-bye/ Good-night loves </span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span>Fyqah : Kak Ilah...... Fyqah syg akk. Akk tau kan ? Minta maaf sgt...sebab Fyqah xdpt balas message akk. Dh lama fyqah xonline......fyqah rindu sgt kat akk. Good-night *kiss*</span></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4354466550376325403.post-89859562270537225682012-02-25T22:29:00.003-08:002012-02-26T00:58:14.815-08:00Tagged<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgD7fLoshcApz0fIL1xnzksL0VpbXq71uWWrHpXOndT5C-QRi7WCv0DCuiQ5XlurHcgVtHx2jjeyAKlZqsNO6UGfJLoXLhqpkn55VQxQOMocgnDIF6rmLm5gvIBpyjFDLNirig5xIF-tt4V/s1600/jaejoong.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 237px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgD7fLoshcApz0fIL1xnzksL0VpbXq71uWWrHpXOndT5C-QRi7WCv0DCuiQ5XlurHcgVtHx2jjeyAKlZqsNO6UGfJLoXLhqpkn55VQxQOMocgnDIF6rmLm5gvIBpyjFDLNirig5xIF-tt4V/s320/jaejoong.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5713328470309818194" /></a><div style="text-align: center;">*Shut Up, Or Die.. Your Existence Is Not Needed Here*</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: 'trebuchet ms', verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: 'trebuchet ms', verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">(picture : Credit to The Real Owner)</span></div><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><div style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms', verdana, arial, sans-serif; "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: 'trebuchet ms', verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><br /></span></div><div style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms', verdana, arial, sans-serif; "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: 'trebuchet ms', verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><br /></span></div><div style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms', verdana, arial, sans-serif; "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: 'trebuchet ms', verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><br /></span></div><div style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms', verdana, arial, sans-serif; ">Helww ! Annyeonghasaeyo ! Assalamualaikum :) I got bored and..yeah, I miss getting tagged and everything. So I post the one I got from FB :) Look ! I put Jaejoong as the intro picture ^^ *dancing around*</div><div style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms', verdana, arial, sans-serif; "><br /></div><div style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms', verdana, arial, sans-serif; "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: 'trebuchet ms', verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><br /></span></div><span >--:.:<i>THE SELF</i>:.:--</span></span><span ><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">Real name: -Nurafiqah Hashim-</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">Nickname: -Fyqah / Yuy -(Got new nickname for no reason)</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">Married: -Status- Single -</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">Zodiac Sign: -Scorpio-</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">Gender: -Female-</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">Age: -Born in the year 1994-</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">High School: -S.M. Perdana Wazir-</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">College: -Just entered form 6-</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">Height: -156cm- so damn short ! --'</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">Weight: -I won't tell-</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">Do you like yourself: -Yes-</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">Piercings: -Used to have one-</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">Right or left: -Right-</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">Are you a freak : -Yeah- </span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">Hair: -Brownish Black (?)-</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">Skin: -Fair-</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">Allergic: -Seafood- </span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">What are you doing now: -Answering someone's questions-</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">What will you doing 1 hour later: -Still watching TV, I guess-</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">What will you doing 10 years later: -Studying ? Cradling a kid to sleep ?-</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">--:.:<i>FAMILY</i>:.:--</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">Live with mother/father/parents: -Parents-</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">Siblings(included you): -4-</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">Eldest: -Abg Ijam-</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">Youngest: -Me-</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">Love/hate your family: -Love them more than my own soul-</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">--:.:<i>THE LOVE</i>:.:--</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">You found your another half: -Not yet-</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">If yes, who is he/she: - -- -</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">If no, who you want he/she to be: -Someone who won't kill himself after a month with me- </span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">Time(s) you in relationship: - None -</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">Ever woo boy/girl: -Hell no-</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">Anyone woo you before: -They won't even dare to come close to me-</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">Did anything wrong to your other half: -No.-</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">What was/were the wrong you have done: -I don't know-</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">Ever argue with your other half: -None-</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">You with your other half since: -I never have one-</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">Are you straight/Lesbo: -Straight-</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">Reasons you love your other half: -No idea-</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">You and your other half in which stage: -Have no stage-</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">You woo he/she or he/she woo you: -Neither-</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">Ever think of marry he/she: -You mean, the guy who loves & needs me? Yeah. Otherwise, no-</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">--:.:<i>THE FRIENDS</i>:.:--</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">Your first best friend: -I can say Fafa is my first best friend. My late best friend was like a brother to me-</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">Your first enemy: -The mirror-</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">The friends you love the most: -You know who you are, I don't have to list out the names-</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">The enemy you hate the most(1 only): -The mirror-</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">Your most beautiful girl friend: -Every woman is beautiful-</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">Your most handsome boy friend: -I hardly see a guy as handsome-</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">The kind of girl you hate the most: -Bitch-</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">The kind of boy you hate the most: -Whore-</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">You fall in love with your close friend before: -Yes-</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">Your best friend is your ex-lover: -Maybe yes, maybe no-</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">If your friend backstabbing you: -I'll sing.. I don't care eh eh eh eh eh-</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">If your friend betray you: -I believe she has found a better friend than me-</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">If your friend woo your lover: -I won't kill, just torture-</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">If your friends fall in love with you: -I know what to do-</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">If you fall in love with your best friend: -That's normal-</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">--:.:<i>THE STUDIES</i>:.:--</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">Are you a good student: -No-</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">You always done your homeworks/assignments : -Depends on my mood-</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">The teacher/tutor you love the most: -The teachers who have taught me about life-</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">Always late to school/college: -Sometimes-</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">Your class: -Form 6-</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">You love your seniors: -I respect them-</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">Senior who you love the most: -I don't know-</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">Your classmates good/bad: -They have different personalities-</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">Excellent result classmate: -Nabilah (Joonie)-</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">Laziest classmate: -I don't want to mention the name-</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">--:.:<i>THE PEOPLE</i>:.:--</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">Smart people: -People who can see their own mistakes-</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">Stupid people: -Those who think they are perfect-</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">Good looking people: -Those who have a good personality- </span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">Ugly people: -The people in the mirror-</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">Funny people: -Who spread lies and talk as if they know everything- </span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">Cute people: -If you think you are, don't stop, because it is true-</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">Bad people: -The retarded people-</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">Honest people: -People need to lie-</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">Acting people: -Actors (?)-</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">You are what kind of people: -Let the people judge me- </span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">--:.:<i>THE PREFER</i>:.:--</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">Lip or eyes: -Eyes-</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">Hugs or kisses: -Hugs- </span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">Shorter or taller: -Taller-</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">Hesitant or spontaneous: -Spontaneous-</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">Nice stomach or nice arms: -Nice stomach-</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">Listener or talker: -I need both-</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">Romantic or rich: -Need both-</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">Good husband or Good Father: -A good husband will make a good father-</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">--:.:<i>THE FUTURE</i>:.:--</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">Age to get marry: -26 (?), 27 (7)-</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">Numbers of kid(s): - 4 -</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">Career: -Lecturer-</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">Salary: -$ 4,000 & above only-</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">Retirement age: -Age 60 (?)-</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">Properties value: -I don't know-</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">Wishes: -I wish to be better-</span></span><div><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: 'trebuchet ms', verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><br /></span></div><div><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: 'trebuchet ms', verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><br /></span></div><div><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: 'trebuchet ms', verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><br /></span></div><div><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: 'trebuchet ms', verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">I used to have this tag..but I can't remember. Oh well, won't kill to try :) Thanks.</span></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4354466550376325403.post-70813052116887684852012-01-12T19:17:00.000-08:002012-01-13T00:30:53.419-08:00ATTENTION : K-POP AHEAD! You Have Been Warned !<div style="text-align: center; "><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjM575Kvqr9Xo0WfizU2pJ7j0pLcLNM9tm6cOdjsblXwZWwJl3JA1UVBwpkPU3NcMpMrV8ilYiRXB5wuxx1e2FCKTE2x37A5uhFESp5Ef0Oft_dLTwbNceZgUdGnTfWZNRmyEp2T8sZlAue/s1600/kpopconnectingpeople.jpg" style="text-align: left; "><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjM575Kvqr9Xo0WfizU2pJ7j0pLcLNM9tm6cOdjsblXwZWwJl3JA1UVBwpkPU3NcMpMrV8ilYiRXB5wuxx1e2FCKTE2x37A5uhFESp5Ef0Oft_dLTwbNceZgUdGnTfWZNRmyEp2T8sZlAue/s320/kpopconnectingpeople.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5696807265895504642" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 214px; " /></a></div><div><div style="text-align: center; "><span><u><br /></u></span></div><div style="text-align: center; ">* <i>Open Your Eyes, Look Around You. Family, Friends Are Everywhere. All You Need Is A Bit Of Respect & A Heart To Realize </i>*</div><div style="text-align: center; "><br /></div><div style="text-align: center; ">(Picture Credit Goes To The Real Owner)</div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center; "><br /></div><div><span>Helww..! Annyeonghasaeyo..! Assalamualaikum to my beautiful, lovely, generous, official and silent readers ;)) I know you are out there my silent readers..and I LOVE YOU :D ! Opss! Read the heading before you read this! I've put a warning! K-Pop Ahead! K-Pop Ahead! So, as usual..me as the owner of the lamest blog ever in history of history will gladly show you the way to EXIT this blog or even SKIP this post ^^. You can click 'X' at the top corner of your screen to EXIT or you can click 'BACK' to SKIP. Tell me if you got lost somewhere unspecific. *wink! OK, TO THOSE! To THOSE who doesn't HAVE ANY INTEREST IN K-POP and right now as you read this post I'm crazily writing at 2.09 AM in the morning, and you start to think or even WANT to BASH. PLEASE! Please..kindly leave this site. I seriously won't need any of those bashing opinions you had stored for years :) Just like I said.. BE KIND or YOU WILL SUFFER MORE ^^ ! Hey, I'm not kidding! It's not easy being so kind, ya know? haahaahaa! Jokes! Now, back to the main POINT!</span></div><div style="text-align: center; "><span><br /></span></div><div><span><br /></span></div><div><span>Alright...hey, I'm hearing something.. Something with a...beat! And a MELODY..! Wow! What was that?! Pfft...yah, stop being sarcastic and start with the post already! OK, done scolding myself ^^ Sorry for being a 'drama-queen'. It's a habit. But seriously, I heard a music.. not just any music. It's a POP music. but...what kind of Pop? B-Pop? J-Pop? M-Pop? Lolli-Pop?! (hey, it has the word 'Pop' in it) I'm not talking about that kind of Pop.. I'm talking about.. *drumrolls*</span></div><div style="text-align: center; "><br /></div><div style="text-align: center; "><br /></div><div style="text-align: center; "><b><span>K-POP !!!</span></b></div><div style="text-align: center; "><br /></div><div style="text-align: center; "><br /></div><div style="text-align: center; "><div style="text-align: left; "><div><span>Yeah, told you it's going to be about K-Pop right now! What? Don't like it? Go back! Go back! Go back! ^^. Alright. It's about K-Pop! Korean songs, musics and culture. I've been in this K-Pop or Korean world for years now. My maa & paa, both of them used to watch Korean dramas A LOT back then. I knew a lot from them. Everyone remembers Winter Sonata? Full House? Autumn In My Heart? Stairway To Heaven? All About Eve? Summer Sent(?)? I grew up with these dramas, until I knew DB5K (Dong Bang Shin Ki) in 2005. My maa is a fan of Bae Young Jun & Rain Bi. My paa...well, my paa just supports my maa ^^ ! He is more into badminton and sports but he watched Stairway To Heaven with my maa back then (the last Korean drama he watched too. heehee.) and then my abg Fad (abg Dino BlingBling from Nubies) too a fan of K-Pop! He's a fan of 4 Minutes & 2Pm ^^ ! and also a fan of SHINee's Jjong! I called him as abg Bling Bling. heehee.</span></div></div></div><div><div style="text-align: center; "><div style="text-align: left; "><div style="text-align: center; "><span><br /></span></div></div></div></div><div><span><br /></span></div><div><span>No one knew, I was a K-Popper. Not until one day when 'Nobody - Wonder Girls' & 'Sorry Sorry - Super Junior' started to spread world wide. Since then, even my cousins started to talk about Korean this, that.. K-Pop this and that. They started to like K-Pop when I was about to leave K-Pop world. *sigh. Now I'm back :) but yeah, even when you're in a group of K-Pop lovers..everyone has their own different taste, different view, different opinion too. Because, everyone has......</span></div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center; "><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><div><div style="text-align: center; "><div style="text-align: left; "><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjM575Kvqr9Xo0WfizU2pJ7j0pLcLNM9tm6cOdjsblXwZWwJl3JA1UVBwpkPU3NcMpMrV8ilYiRXB5wuxx1e2FCKTE2x37A5uhFESp5Ef0Oft_dLTwbNceZgUdGnTfWZNRmyEp2T8sZlAue/s1600/kpopconnectingpeople.jpg"><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgUJCBMe_B0N0FsfDAZ10L4j9A4tATDD6AiSNZpmaehLz4Cyzn-bXm7rTGZ2akMScepOajN8CySEdsJJV4AARSqwCwT76x2NTOjgsG_yqDLTHmdeXeo6hiONdK55B9FWJvj-loamhCfzes7/s320/KBias+Banner.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5696815597740966466" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 101px; " /></a><div></div></div></div></div></div></div><div style="text-align: center; "><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgF4QYohRUvX71XvbMqgKPLvF_Wyw_HLWE27S0VtadOS4nPNbYwvmj-fqQpsB4051FVs4nN82RP3priAPeQdTLqa8OB5xqpRWn7JdNRFwxa3gvYDV5-WOy6NA5997q2Vvb1ha1jtvKFGMcx/s1600/KBias+Banner.jpg"><br /></a></div><div style="text-align: center; "><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgF4QYohRUvX71XvbMqgKPLvF_Wyw_HLWE27S0VtadOS4nPNbYwvmj-fqQpsB4051FVs4nN82RP3priAPeQdTLqa8OB5xqpRWn7JdNRFwxa3gvYDV5-WOy6NA5997q2Vvb1ha1jtvKFGMcx/s1600/KBias+Banner.jpg"><br /></a></div><span>YEAH, everyone (K-Poppers) has their own bias :) or even biases from random groups. The groups : Super Junior, SHINee, 2PM, 2AM, DBSK, JYJ, SNSD, T-Ara, Kara, 2NE1, Infinite, U-Kiss, MBLAQ, FT Island, CN Blue, F(x), SS501, Big Bang, Teen Top, Boyfriend, Block B, B1A4, Wonder Girls, Sistar, Secret, Beast, X-5, TRAX, 4Minutes, Rania, A-Pink,..etc. (You don't expect me to post every single group, right?)</span></div><div><span><br /></span></div><div><span><br /></span></div><div><span>Random groups, random members, random talents, random biases, random musics and random ways of expressing it. Some people asked me this, </span></div><div><span><br /></span></div><div><span><br /></span></div><div><span>"If you get together in a group with different likes..won't it be complicated?"</span></div><div><span><br /></span></div><div><span><br /></span></div><div><span>Answer : To tell you the truth, YES. It is complicated. It's just like leaving with strangers under on roof. With all the 'misunderstandings' and all.. The fan-wars, the fights.. *sigh. It's really complicated. But hey...don't you feel complicated in your classroom? With random students around you. Friends with different religions and cultures. Studying with them will all the noises and random things they talk about and you don't even know a single thing. Isn't it complicated too? :) Heehee. </span></div><div><span><br /></span></div><div><span><br /></span></div><div><span>You see, from what I've experienced for years and I've been entering different fan-clubs.. And it's still the same..you will meet different people with different Point Of Views. But for me..seeing these people having their own way of living without even bothering about others..looks selfish, isn't it? Just imaging yourself sitting in a classroom with your friends and best friend. Of course, your friends won't be having the same ideas as yours, but don't tell me you're going to strangle them to death just so they will agree with you? Heehee. of course not. You have to be fair. Let them explain their opinions, their ideas and their interests too :) </span></div><div><span><br /></span></div><div><span><br /></span></div><div><span>Every time I post something in this blog..I will definitely have some tips. This is a very simple one..! My readers, if you were chosen to be in a group of people from different countries and religions, what will you do? Ignore them? Do your own thing? Or just talk randomly? Well, probably most of you chose to just talk randomly. BUT, do you realize...by words, you can hurt someone? Heehee. Here is my opinion when you have to face this kind of situation... 'RESPECT'! Show them your respect.. younger or older than you.. that's not the point. What's important is..you RESPECT them. :) Easy, huh? Sounds easy..ever try doing it? *wink! RESPECT & CO-OPERATE are needed when you're stuck in a group of 'strangers' ^^ ! </span></div><div><span><br /></span></div><div><span><br /></span></div><div><span>The reason why I talked about these stuffs.....is because I want to share something.. At first, I seriously thought I will be invisible to everyone when I posted about it. I thought people are going to ignore me. heehee. But then...I was wrong! They didn't ignore me nor my posts. I asked them about how long they have been in K-Pop World and if they ever have any collections of K-Pop they can share. I was hoping for 2 or 3 people to respond....but hey......... why don't you go through the pictures I've posted down here........ SCROLL DOWN, GUYS! ^^ !! We're going to see some K-Poppers COLLECTION!</span></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjQwrDRa-J6fn3QViGygSI77CCpj9P0HlRrhC8E5B0iLAwxA8h20yghlpW2tOhaEVCVAwATxCO4L6jBrPB7gmQjq1ww4cj0qk4OrzWGf9JkbDpcKjpyltYg5YKBcm15u4iphmwzivb1QXKC/s1600/editedzzatulhyukjaejoong.jpg"><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjQwrDRa-J6fn3QViGygSI77CCpj9P0HlRrhC8E5B0iLAwxA8h20yghlpW2tOhaEVCVAwATxCO4L6jBrPB7gmQjq1ww4cj0qk4OrzWGf9JkbDpcKjpyltYg5YKBcm15u4iphmwzivb1QXKC/s320/editedzzatulhyukjaejoong.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5696807262568981394" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px; " /></a><div style="text-align: center; ">Credit : <b>Zzatul HyukJaejoong</b></div><div style="text-align: center; "><i>And you said you have the biggest collection? Try to beat this! :D ! The collection Zzatul made...I'm speechless. It fits the bed entire bed! And her collection mostly about albums and songs :) she's a fan of SuJu Eunhyk and JYJ's Jaejoong, I guess. You can see the poster of Eunhyuk! The Gummy Smiling Prince ^^ ! I love that Monkey! Focus on the bed, guys! (what's?) I mean..focus at the COLLECTIONS guys. I spotted SHINee (always come first. heehee), DB5K, JYJ, Super Junior (of course^^), SNSD and some random songs of K-Pop ^^ Guessing first, from her collection.......Zzatul belongs to.....Cassiopeia & ELF? Am I right, Zzatul? Heehee. Cassiopeia is DB5k/JYJ's fan-base (say whatever you want butt-hurt fans, JYJ is still belongs to Cassiopeia!) & also an ELF since she's a fan of that Monkey Eunyukie! ^^ ! Correct me if I'm wrong, neh? ^^</i></div><br /><div style="text-align: center; "><br /></div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEghFYfdit-B6bO70jeVZV18QRHqAyRRykSLspAGUka-DlaUMnS-GKHW3zPpFfyqJjkMtQLZO0TFnt7GJoLt2ppywQ-KZryinBKUK45jp_T6R2vqZrRE2lo0FxgbOUCqesQvK_OFbhLlTbub/s1600/editedwafeehyunkisoohyeon.jpg"><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEghFYfdit-B6bO70jeVZV18QRHqAyRRykSLspAGUka-DlaUMnS-GKHW3zPpFfyqJjkMtQLZO0TFnt7GJoLt2ppywQ-KZryinBKUK45jp_T6R2vqZrRE2lo0FxgbOUCqesQvK_OFbhLlTbub/s320/editedwafeehyunkisoohyeon.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5696806908707434466" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 180px; " /></a><div style="text-align: center; ">Credit :<b> Wafee Hyunki SooHyeon</b></div><div style="text-align: center; "><i>Just like other K-Poppers, Wafee collected magazines :D You can see it. Heehee. Hai! Magazines, E-Pop Magazines, KLIK, Badges, Key-chains, CDs & Poker cards(?) heehee. He's a fan of random groups ^^ so instead of collecting each pre-group, he collects all. I'm not sure what or which group he belongs to...but what I can see.. there are 4Minutes album, 2NE1 (yeay, 2NE1!) Beast, SNSD and some badges. It's not really clear so I don't know who's badge he has. Guessing, Wafee can possibly be a fan of...SNSD or should I say a SONE ^^ heehee. or maybe 4Minutes with 4Nia? I'm not really sure. he can be a fan of anything right now. heehee. I, too, collected some magazines the brothers bought for me ^^</i></div><div style="text-align: center; "><br /></div><div style="text-align: center; "><br /></div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjwamO1UVEdmQBhrgx8y3Vy0jxUBsTHVwJtQsXc4zudB_D115mdntLUSeGKHpmiLIMFe7Ld3NaLG63IEaXBLC79NCpKYKralZsSoxApgZ6tgdIXFGzYDRP1ZQ1sdBHtb0AWXLxQm89gvo3d/s1600/editedshinyounghoon.jpg"><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjwamO1UVEdmQBhrgx8y3Vy0jxUBsTHVwJtQsXc4zudB_D115mdntLUSeGKHpmiLIMFe7Ld3NaLG63IEaXBLC79NCpKYKralZsSoxApgZ6tgdIXFGzYDRP1ZQ1sdBHtb0AWXLxQm89gvo3d/s320/editedshinyounghoon.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5696806901670243970" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 120px; " /></a><div style="text-align: center; ">Credit : <b>Shin Young Hoon (Sis Neon)</b></div><div style="text-align: center; "><i>My sis here..is the leader. haahaa..! and I love her ^^. There are two photos that I have combined them together. My sis Neon, she's a fan of random groups too but mostly, she's an Inspirit (Infinite) and a BBC (Block B). Look at the stuffs. heehee. For albums, ah yeah..sis Neon is a fan of Yoochun & Dongwoo! I spotted JYJ - In Heaven album! The same album I bought too. heehee. She even bought a calendar, a pillow (mine is SHINee!) of B1A4, Infinite & Block B bags ^^ ! She bought it in the evening and shared it with us at night :D ! In the group, my sis Neon is the eldest...and also the leader ^^ (I called her Teukie! ^^ <33333) It's really fun to know her ^^ and she threatens me a lot too! haahaahaa! Oh well, I want to get my Micky back ^^ ! OK, maybe I don't want Micky back. But Micky is cute^^ ! Jaejoong is hot..Junsu is cute too! *RANDOM! RANDOM!*</i></div><div style="text-align: center; "><br /></div><div style="text-align: center; "><br /></div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiU3H8X-bGvQrQdhocg8XIb6pfgQSgmQFvSRv3bDhyN27G0T0qXmMVeDZd0wqWOlyOi53XXXQd3i9HdFuKfXVM-UtZJHRD3_U-OwWezmb3PnyBhfYap2hy59hAMOm0MvLK9d9L7mbADNL6k/s1600/editedsalehajabar.jpg"><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiU3H8X-bGvQrQdhocg8XIb6pfgQSgmQFvSRv3bDhyN27G0T0qXmMVeDZd0wqWOlyOi53XXXQd3i9HdFuKfXVM-UtZJHRD3_U-OwWezmb3PnyBhfYap2hy59hAMOm0MvLK9d9L7mbADNL6k/s320/editedsalehajabar.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5696806894591599474" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 75px; " /></a><div style="text-align: center; ">Credit : <b>Saleha Jabar</b></div><div style="text-align: center; "><i>For different K-pop lovers, they have different taste in buying the stuffs and items. Saleha, she doesn't just collect the albums, but also the clothes. She's a fan of...BLOCK B, SHINee & BIG BANG ^^. I love to see those clothes. heehee. It's hard to find one, better ask her next time ^^ even Big Bang's G-Dragon's shoes *wink! I love the T-Shirts and Hoodies! Saleha shared 3 photos of her collections and I just combined them ^^. And from my point of view, Saleha is more to FASHIONISTA! ^^ The shoes and the hoodies proved that this K-Popper is more to fashion *wink. You can follow the fashion, because you know you are 'flexible' to fashion ;) Maybe..just maybe..Saleha is a V.I.P? or a BBC? Let Saleha answers this if she reads it. heehee.</i></div><br /><div style="text-align: center; "><br /></div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiEjtYMkzZu38Rb-wThun8cOQ-J3N01LXYjDgvwyJJMpq1LADN5zOOXXpKJsSdbIWJae7tSEY5VRmibCrWXH6crv3X6UzTlA79DGrJzI3LtqSVki2SzNM-PABVMsJdutJH3B2lhv4Dr8W5x/s1600/editedqeekey.jpg"><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiEjtYMkzZu38Rb-wThun8cOQ-J3N01LXYjDgvwyJJMpq1LADN5zOOXXpKJsSdbIWJae7tSEY5VRmibCrWXH6crv3X6UzTlA79DGrJzI3LtqSVki2SzNM-PABVMsJdutJH3B2lhv4Dr8W5x/s320/editedqeekey.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5696806883977799266" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 307px; height: 320px; " /></a><div style="text-align: center; ">Credit : <b>QeeKey</b> </div><div style="text-align: center; "><i>From her name, I'm quite sure she's a fan of SHINee. heehee. Qeekey collects random groups of K-Pop like the others too. She has SHINee, Secret, SNSD, BEAST, Super Junior, f(x) (finally I saw f(x)'s album. heehee), 4Minute and some badges there :D And also posters and B2ST bag...wait is that a bag? or another poster of Beast? Heehee. K-Poppers with different biases, different fan-clubs but we still a family. ^^ But QeeKey here....she's a mixture of Beauty & SHINee World. heehee. ^^ ! I'm just guessing since I can see B2ST everywhere. Just saying, Doojun is mine^^ ! Take Yoseob! heehee. I forgot to tell you that nowadays they also sell a CD of random K-Pop songs ^^ ! I spotted one on QeeKey's collection.</i></div><div style="text-align: center; "><br /></div><div style="text-align: center; "><br /></div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiUt2tHX3yB5-RUV-hVvKhapSc7z6aqli22oVJC_TjsZ1F_-oo4eMr_ytyeUgGhZ0eviOpRLr3SbWjMEy9jjD1oFJMAVNpE7Elw7wxbjt-KlajUBRZzUdKXlQOR3a8sZQ4WeUYi-E7a3d_a/s1600/editednysahbafiffahhb.jpg"><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiUt2tHX3yB5-RUV-hVvKhapSc7z6aqli22oVJC_TjsZ1F_-oo4eMr_ytyeUgGhZ0eviOpRLr3SbWjMEy9jjD1oFJMAVNpE7Elw7wxbjt-KlajUBRZzUdKXlQOR3a8sZQ4WeUYi-E7a3d_a/s320/editednysahbafiffahhb.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5696806878202309106" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 120px; " /></a><div style="text-align: center; ">Credit : <b>Nysa Hb & Afiffah Hb</b></div><div style="text-align: center; "><i>From their FB names, they are obviously sisters :D and these sisters share the same hobby and taste. Nysa told me that she collected this with her sister :) and they're SHAWOLs or SHINee World too. heehee. Look at the huge SHINee thingy..what is it? O.O and also some randoms groups, BigBang, B1A4, Super Junior, Infinite and some badges too! I love badges ! ^^ ! and key-chains! Having siblings with the same hobby must be very interesting ^^. like these two! Sharing collections and shared photos with others too^^ I got to know Afiffah before I knew her sister. heehee. Nysa is older than Afiffah, right? (Correct me please ^^)</i></div><div style="text-align: center; "><br /></div><div style="text-align: center; "><br /></div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhYzGZc1oJ-f6QDT1zKOFGlC02WWqrIw4Pdhkur_nhSW-AQZGFl7H-u_Ku9bKs9kgRxcn_06lJ6PrPt6h-6h1I60E6ON8n0fEH7UlztgS8vpqWhvyGrDUa6zREfDv9tFFbW6wTjkiQu2z20/s1600/editednickyhopemc%2527rileyde%2527blingbling.jpg"><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhYzGZc1oJ-f6QDT1zKOFGlC02WWqrIw4Pdhkur_nhSW-AQZGFl7H-u_Ku9bKs9kgRxcn_06lJ6PrPt6h-6h1I60E6ON8n0fEH7UlztgS8vpqWhvyGrDUa6zREfDv9tFFbW6wTjkiQu2z20/s320/editednickyhopemc%2527rileyde%2527blingbling.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5696801510240172306" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px; " /></a><div style="text-align: center; ">Credit :<b> Nicky Hope Mc'Ripley De'Blingbling</b></div><div style="text-align: center; "><i>My dongsaeng here is totally a die hard fan of SHINee as he called himself as A SHAWOL or SHINee World :D ! And he's a fan of Bling Bling Puppy Dino Kim Jonghyun! It's obvious since you can see Jonghyun's name on that T-shirt. heehee. I believe that he collects original items as his collection ^^ and..yeah, it's shining SHINee ;) the jelly-band and badges! And also some photos of Jonghyun & Key. together with SM The Ballad. Wow...I realized something about Nicky when I saw his photo in a contest we made last year. His face is a bit like...f(x)'s Amber ^^ ! She's my bias, Nicky..don't take her away from your noona. heehee.</i></div><div style="text-align: center; "><br /></div><div style="text-align: center; "><br /></div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh3GduroFVSrdXUFWfxBJmJmtZ-DZzX5fSAWgghkU5dzor7SzwK-1nRA4mLkaH55JZNItkI8Vq_hF7L572P6H5col3DfLWXgdk_8utpSh86a2FN84rQP40VqBuwvw_Xt9svwERFN9_1Bm40/s1600/editedneerahhanapi.jpg"><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh3GduroFVSrdXUFWfxBJmJmtZ-DZzX5fSAWgghkU5dzor7SzwK-1nRA4mLkaH55JZNItkI8Vq_hF7L572P6H5col3DfLWXgdk_8utpSh86a2FN84rQP40VqBuwvw_Xt9svwERFN9_1Bm40/s320/editedneerahhanapi.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5696801506805852722" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px; " /></a><div style="text-align: center; ">Credit : <b>Neerah Hanapi</b></div><div style="text-align: center; "><i>Woahow! Now that's a KISS ME ! :D ! told you some of them are really talented and creative in designing. One of them is Neerah here. She's a fan of U-Kiss! Look at the wall and the table. U-Kiss is everywhere ! Kiss Mes! She even got the calendar, pillow, posters, badges, photos of them ! And also a smart designed of 'U-Kiss' at the top ^^ ! Instead of having plain wall, just decorate them with simple photos like these and your bedroom will be a place of FAME. heehee. ^^ I think I should be trying it too instead of destroying my bedroom wall. ^^ ! Nice and smart decoration, Neerah!</i></div><div style="text-align: center; "><br /></div><div style="text-align: center; "><br /></div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgCKCYTvZIiX5WxiXJqKHGKZe0uFlSniyuI_FQFaGTyNlLfQFrCnHHqxqM74oF-tGLI99jYH1_a0CWCzpN5QDTdbFcB5dqKVrVEU9rzXuX31vDXDhyphenhyphenID-W3MYh7dF4E8nFYnnVLfaf1zNNX/s1600/editednazdecember.jpg"><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgCKCYTvZIiX5WxiXJqKHGKZe0uFlSniyuI_FQFaGTyNlLfQFrCnHHqxqM74oF-tGLI99jYH1_a0CWCzpN5QDTdbFcB5dqKVrVEU9rzXuX31vDXDhyphenhyphenID-W3MYh7dF4E8nFYnnVLfaf1zNNX/s320/editednazdecember.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5696801490870735938" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px; " /></a><div style="text-align: center; ">Credit : <b>Naz December</b></div><div style="text-align: center; "><i>We have talked about SHINee World, V.I.P, Kiss Me, Inspirit..now let's talk about ELF & Super Junior. These items are collected by Naz :) A die hard fan of SUPER JUNIOR! Look at the original albums and calendar! I saw Eunhyuk!! Just like I said, we shared different things with different people. And Naz shared the interest towards Super Junior! It's not a weird things for us to be a fan of these boys ^^ even for years, their talents are still amusing! ^^ ! And let me say this, Super Junior is the one and only group that can make a people laugh just by their spontaneous actions! ELFs, agree with me? *wink. heehee! Skip that. Continue!</i></div><div style="text-align: center; "><br /></div><div style="text-align: center; "><br /></div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgGQ-TGyOooMcaaPNtLXqHy_l8L0J1GmP9zXuOhlv264UP9tAUphsWA_WunWVIq4RyVBxPz_c2xKPXPOJP0gAPuJtQ8tV_iFuocc-7SvEg5YA97riq3bk0wmV50vQrrMalA78QCsxomYO7q/s1600/editedkeybahh.jpg"><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgGQ-TGyOooMcaaPNtLXqHy_l8L0J1GmP9zXuOhlv264UP9tAUphsWA_WunWVIq4RyVBxPz_c2xKPXPOJP0gAPuJtQ8tV_iFuocc-7SvEg5YA97riq3bk0wmV50vQrrMalA78QCsxomYO7q/s320/editedkeybahh.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5696801485423569890" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px; " /></a><div style="text-align: center; ">Credit :<b> Keybahh</b></div><div style="text-align: center; "><i>And another 'KEY' we have here. heehee. To tell you guys the truth, most of them are my juniors and Keybahh here is probably one of them too. heehee. She's has.......wow..photos of SHINee everywhere! wonder where she got those..? Keybahh's collection is obviously more to SHINee :D ! Wow, looks like we have a row of SHINee World right now. heehee. She collects photos, magazines and badges too! Look at the poster (?) of SHINee at the top. heehee. And after talking about SHINee..who is their bias? I know who I'm in 'love' with. heehee.</i></div><div style="text-align: center; "><br /></div><div style="text-align: center; "><br /></div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg2FaclG0nrVATgcOvNH1uhvBHXldN3bL2dBY17gk3RiVIGcN23ZNbusD08j3rt-pOuVVzrvPTfCx16JDEaOtpZBXVHUV0VA52mYM7TfZOu8Z1eZaN4jsAFR5lbX9ePPIjb3kq93itk4OVh/s1600/editedjihoiamulzzang.jpg"><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg2FaclG0nrVATgcOvNH1uhvBHXldN3bL2dBY17gk3RiVIGcN23ZNbusD08j3rt-pOuVVzrvPTfCx16JDEaOtpZBXVHUV0VA52mYM7TfZOu8Z1eZaN4jsAFR5lbX9ePPIjb3kq93itk4OVh/s320/editedjihoiamulzzang.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5696801478796199042" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 274px; " /></a><div style="text-align: center; ">Credit : <b>Jiho Iam'Ulzzang</b></div><div style="text-align: center; "><i>For Jiho here, you can see random groups of K-Pop! Block B, B1A4, Infinite, Beast and I'm not sure which K-pop group this boy belongs to. heehee. He collects different groups and I guess he can belong anywhere. Or maybe...he's an Inspirit ^^ heehee. Just guessing! Still, what's important is..the badges! He has it too ^^ and if I'm not mistaken, Jiho is the first one who posted and shared his collection with us ^^ ! After I asked about the collection, he posted it minutes later ^^ ! Thankyou, Jiho! </i></div><div style="text-align: center; "><br /></div><div style="text-align: center; "><br /></div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgn-vygO8YUGAuCvqG9y9OU2u7ighThux2ACgsYeY6kUP0bkIPPkltyhZn8YhqYeQBV9l76PitW8l5owHCO7eTngnxsMqPyffgP-jPifq0B2dR68EweNnGTGq4BH2o_qzNvHqxg7QG0NKXk/s1600/editedjibahrara.jpg"><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgn-vygO8YUGAuCvqG9y9OU2u7ighThux2ACgsYeY6kUP0bkIPPkltyhZn8YhqYeQBV9l76PitW8l5owHCO7eTngnxsMqPyffgP-jPifq0B2dR68EweNnGTGq4BH2o_qzNvHqxg7QG0NKXk/s320/editedjibahrara.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5696800852537774130" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px; " /></a><div style="text-align: center; ">Credit : <b>Jibahrara</b></div><div style="text-align: center; "><i>YOW! I got a V.I.P here :D !! Yeay, found V.I.P ! Jibahrara is a big fan of Big Bang! You can see it crystal clear..! Before, we saw some SHINee things and now we met a V.I.P and filled with Big Bang! Different of the others, Jibahrara mostly only collects the albums :D Some probably collected the stuffs and just like people always said "Once a VIP, always a VIP " *wink! Jibah shared her collection of Big Bang with us! I'm a fan of Tabi ! or his stage-name T.O.P ^^ ! and Daesung. heehee. Wonder what is Jibah's bias.</i> </div><div style="text-align: center; "><br /></div><div style="text-align: center; "><br /></div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgln6tFEyIqET8oAdOXAmfJmNm2zqVPMnL4Y_7S0x4F7SMjRoCOKfVcXi8IFKbvwE6BLvLL8KobLjgKyxvX_O9xa-3SssKIo7g2fSCPzi46Nt_7WPYPb7XXvt9ZV1lzQIkWkkJFqeBZsmJW/s1600/editedhajahfarwizah.jpg"><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgln6tFEyIqET8oAdOXAmfJmNm2zqVPMnL4Y_7S0x4F7SMjRoCOKfVcXi8IFKbvwE6BLvLL8KobLjgKyxvX_O9xa-3SssKIo7g2fSCPzi46Nt_7WPYPb7XXvt9ZV1lzQIkWkkJFqeBZsmJW/s320/editedhajahfarwizah.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5696800844866314674" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px; " /></a><div style="text-align: center; ">Credit : <b>Hajah Farwizah</b></div><div style="text-align: center; "><i>My best-friend since primary school! Hajah Farwizah! Seriously, I didn't even know when she begun this K-Pop thingy. Owh well, here is her collection! This girl is a die hard fan of Kim DongJun (ZE:A) but all I can see is Boyfriend. Where's ZE:A, Jah? Are you sure you're a fan of ZE:A? heehee. And..don't touch my Jeongmin! Take the twins, but not my Jeongmin! *warning you!* She also collects the magazines! and a Boyfriend bag! everyone will be wearing their K-Pop biases bag to school I guess :D !!</i></div><div style="text-align: center; "><br /></div><div style="text-align: center; "><br /></div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjr69u01cqbcm6PVzhQ9jVKSiEs1JZCZTZFhQFPnk5S4RZSWVX8UAHUEUUP2y_CPakb4JmOQc2Jz9fPEV6Ui0_M4dFYrTbUqr-aS8DDcAccAl_5lmbwvh5woLUKHk7L1sd3_DvBUOdMx3WD/s1600/editedfaraheeyah.jpg"><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjr69u01cqbcm6PVzhQ9jVKSiEs1JZCZTZFhQFPnk5S4RZSWVX8UAHUEUUP2y_CPakb4JmOQc2Jz9fPEV6Ui0_M4dFYrTbUqr-aS8DDcAccAl_5lmbwvh5woLUKHk7L1sd3_DvBUOdMx3WD/s320/editedfaraheeyah.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5696800842032463234" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px; " /></a><div style="text-align: center; ">Credit : <b>Faraheeyah Mohammad</b></div><div style="text-align: center; "><i>OK, overall..Faraheeyah Mohammad has the biggest collection of K-Pop. There were four pictures when she first showed it to me. And I have to combine all the four of them into 1 photo. For the photos, you can see how Faraheeyah separated her collections, the three pictures are photos of the albums she collected and the last picture...of course, MAGAZINES ^^ ! I saw Jaejoong and Yoochun! heehee. Some of them collect magazines too since they have posters in it. heehee. I do the same thing too! I love collecting magazines actually, so it is part of my collection.</i></div><div style="text-align: center; "><br /></div><div style="text-align: center; "><br /></div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhBN7Ij3nqaJIDjhAGFF_D_NDw4mflPt_FmyUD67-X6B7gfCWS5PjWYR26pC8QL7WONj7xE5_UjjibpRDkfOhGpt07nPUntwMMXeu82ikXfzLEM9vPjK6_Y1Nk-tqXaSqTz_l5NP61iWbXB/s1600/editedfahimahidris.jpg"><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhBN7Ij3nqaJIDjhAGFF_D_NDw4mflPt_FmyUD67-X6B7gfCWS5PjWYR26pC8QL7WONj7xE5_UjjibpRDkfOhGpt07nPUntwMMXeu82ikXfzLEM9vPjK6_Y1Nk-tqXaSqTz_l5NP61iWbXB/s320/editedfahimahidris.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5696800826143499890" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 214px; " /></a><div style="text-align: center; ">Credit :<b> Fahimah Idris</b></div><div style="text-align: center; "><i>From Fahimah! Well, I see lots of badges :D ! and also some photos...of...is that SHINee? Heehee. My eyes are a bit blurry. But other than that, you can see U-Kiss, 2AM, Infinite B1A4 & Park JungMin of SS501 :D ! I'm not sure about the fan base, since most of the K-Poppers will be a fan of more than one groups. So they can be anything. ^^ Being random will get you closer to the other fan-club *wink! Fahimah maybe an Inspirit. Or maybe a TripleS? No one knows before she answers this question. heehee.</i></div><div style="text-align: center; "><br /></div><div style="text-align: center; "><br /></div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgK6iBFn3xN9SawpBF4lmWyG-EYYEaU8PRzKQ8imPKJSc7X7TpZrt9Jk9hfu4O84eINQtIHv82hRQ9ITAO7f6FmnaKrMiw8DAEBj8o6FqnquFjfC1EFN7k_6hck40tWincenhunlY8XRsC0/s1600/editeddinaxanderky%2527s.jpg"><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgK6iBFn3xN9SawpBF4lmWyG-EYYEaU8PRzKQ8imPKJSc7X7TpZrt9Jk9hfu4O84eINQtIHv82hRQ9ITAO7f6FmnaKrMiw8DAEBj8o6FqnquFjfC1EFN7k_6hck40tWincenhunlY8XRsC0/s320/editeddinaxanderky%2527s.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5696800824201568178" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px; " /></a><div style="text-align: center; ">Credit : <b>Dina Xanderky's</b></div><div style="text-align: center; "><i>Now, for Dina..she's not just a fan of the songs, but also a fan of the dramas. She collects the albums, of course, and together with the Korean dramas DVDs. ^^ ! Move a bit, you can spot the pillow, a pencil case and a calender! Woow....looks like this year is going to be a 'FULL-OF-K-Pop' Year ^^ ! Though I'm not really into K-Dramas/Movies, I can see 'Lie To Me', 'Boys Over Flower', 'Baby & Me' (I love this movie!^^) Super Junior : Attack Of The Pin Boys (^^!) and the others are albums of..U-Kiss! So Dina is a Kiss Me ! ^^</i></div><div style="text-align: center; "><br /></div><div style="text-align: center; "><br /></div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiWIdIQgWK3TQ4qIVRNL70UXHdflxANddMJIvOR29lrqAaTMlKl2k8b6DRxBJMLUBYQ4tSujIspyfr4UKrEG6Fnc_X96aCSpfsCoCB2p1nRMuEBXXJhqR8NnR8p9RWHqWvA-upMeCycqBxt/s1600/editedanwarahmad.jpg"><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiWIdIQgWK3TQ4qIVRNL70UXHdflxANddMJIvOR29lrqAaTMlKl2k8b6DRxBJMLUBYQ4tSujIspyfr4UKrEG6Fnc_X96aCSpfsCoCB2p1nRMuEBXXJhqR8NnR8p9RWHqWvA-upMeCycqBxt/s320/editedanwarahmad.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5696799980580284402" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 120px; " /></a><div style="text-align: center; ">Credit : <b>Anwar Ahmad</b></div><div style="text-align: center; "><i>For Anwar..now this guy right here, he's a V.I.P or for those so are not really sure who are these V.I.Ps are.. V.I.P are the fan-club or Big Bang :) Anwar is a of them ^^ ! He collects their albums and...I can also see a light-stick of Big Bang. ^^ Just like I said, you won't be able to like just one group, as for Anwar, he is also a fan of U-Kiss, 2PM & B1A4. (correct me if I'm wrong^^) How do I know you may ask? The picture on the right told me so. *wink! Well, I think I should say that I'm proud of our boys in that group. Some said, "Boys who love K-pop are g*y." Yeah, always heard that..but what they don't know is the MUSIC that brings us together as 1 family. You called yourself a music lover? Well, don't call yourself with that name if you don't even know what 'music' is. *wink. And do they think that K-Pop world is filled with just boy-bands? Don't you ever heard of SNSD & 2NE1? ^^ Don't mess around with Scorpio..they 'sting' a lot. ^^</i></div><div style="text-align: center; "><br /></div><div style="text-align: center; "><br /></div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj1ACQDMC88qlFKm5dcCJ3Q_u6jm2l1Uz98SfLXxYv4ezKuYf9ay4y-IxcP8jSPsmXRe0L03nreuXBSxfp9-6hiVyAMSETnBzLu2htMbTeX0zRRQypoBD7jaiiCEfRPxJagb_kNjTkl6_xw/s1600/editedangelychs.jpg"><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj1ACQDMC88qlFKm5dcCJ3Q_u6jm2l1Uz98SfLXxYv4ezKuYf9ay4y-IxcP8jSPsmXRe0L03nreuXBSxfp9-6hiVyAMSETnBzLu2htMbTeX0zRRQypoBD7jaiiCEfRPxJagb_kNjTkl6_xw/s320/editedangelychs.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5696799974112041570" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 198px; " /></a><div style="text-align: center; ">Credit : <b>Angelyc Hs</b></div><div style="text-align: center; "><i>The collection made by Angelyc Hc is B2ST or Beast! She's a B2uty or also be called as Beauty. Some K-Poppers, they have their own creativity in decorating. And I guess, Angelyc here has the talent. She decorated the wall with her biases! ^^ ! I wonder who is her bias? heehee. (I'm a fan of Doojun!^^) Some people (one of them should be me, I guess --') aren't really creative in decorating thingy as we just like to paste the poster to the wall like such. Hey, you haven't see how I plastered the posters to my bedroom wall ^^ ! Oh well, I do envy these guys for having a creative mind ^^ ! Should try this one sometimes, going to rip of the posters and paste it with 'STYLE' heehee.</i></div><div style="text-align: center; "><br /></div><div style="text-align: center; "><br /></div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjzvhePvtCl3EUl6bKZDn2pDH_nabBel_EbmN9U8TTaZ5Cox4tPySI1zUkzDrlAKnLkiP3cKvBXuSUQx3bf3YdUPF_3v5-lVtGHcF7_xa8aMU_4Iu0fB1gCSHJ4_g54GNV95S5vEaAqF7dO/s1600/editedameilia.jpg"><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjzvhePvtCl3EUl6bKZDn2pDH_nabBel_EbmN9U8TTaZ5Cox4tPySI1zUkzDrlAKnLkiP3cKvBXuSUQx3bf3YdUPF_3v5-lVtGHcF7_xa8aMU_4Iu0fB1gCSHJ4_g54GNV95S5vEaAqF7dO/s320/editedameilia.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5696799968048822642" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 120px; " /></a><div style="text-align: center; ">Credit : <b>Ameilia Amu Nam Min-Gi</b></div><div style="text-align: center; "><i>Ameilia shared her too! Another random groups collection by a K-Popper. Most of the K-Poppers will definitely collected the badges (I know I do. heehee) and for Ameilia, she collects B1A4, Boyfriend, Infinite, U-Kiss, SHINee, Beast, DB5K (Heeyy! We have the same DB5K songs^^) Super Junior (I spotted Ryeowook from here) and also ZE:A. and same thing goes to Ameilia, I don't know which fan-base she belongs to. Heehee. But it's good to see she's a fan of random groups ^^ ! I wonder which group Ameilia adores more? Beast? Boyfriend perhaps? UKiss? She can be anything. heehee. I think I should ask earlier. heee..~</i></div><div style="text-align: center; "><br /></div><div style="text-align: center; "><br /></div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhazmvyYq_eZgKYWB1bO9CiQhdPJoTJJyIH1X7ZLPxoFqFNx7zwjM8fe3Ig_TeAlzgexHgP6BL9Dgk0t4Uy-E-PwH-2xJFhbqo-Rka_MnMGleh0d7Z6RkAkUap28cJAvCNRylnvsY25ZZBb/s1600/editedamalnadhirah.jpg"><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhazmvyYq_eZgKYWB1bO9CiQhdPJoTJJyIH1X7ZLPxoFqFNx7zwjM8fe3Ig_TeAlzgexHgP6BL9Dgk0t4Uy-E-PwH-2xJFhbqo-Rka_MnMGleh0d7Z6RkAkUap28cJAvCNRylnvsY25ZZBb/s320/editedamalnadhirah.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5696799953187343394" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px; " /></a><div style="text-align: center; ">Credit : <b>Amal Nadhirah </b></div><div style="text-align: center; "><i>As you see in the photo, it's a FULL COLLECTION of SHINee ^^ ! This girl is a Shawol too. heehee. I can see SHINee everywhere. The photos, poster, badges, key-chains, a bag and will never be forget the photobook-albums ^^ ! A SHINee-World Collection ^^ ! Just like Nicky. heehee. And I guess, Amal, too is a die-hard-SHINee World or SHAWOL ^^ ! I have a partner! haahaa. And I just realized she has a Lucifer Poster! *pout* I'm looking for that. heehee. Lucky for Amal ^^ ! And she has the photo of SHINee too. The photo I'm talking about is the one with their autograph. I got Minho ^^ from my Lucifer album. heehee. I wonder where you get the rest of the photos. </i></div><div style="text-align: center; "><br /></div><div style="text-align: center; "><br /></div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiTFXGaLWDBfky9cE_MON_3-Q_8FbdEBQ71s6N1T6BhJ1F1YMxVU5EZwLUR07ab12oaavDlR1BDvxAtWCrGSzuIz5FucWYz5zJdLOaOsC_YmZ9gzo6my5I0MtOIg8tM5XdAgm-cnWJLgYbt/s1600/editedalbamohamad.jpg"><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiTFXGaLWDBfky9cE_MON_3-Q_8FbdEBQ71s6N1T6BhJ1F1YMxVU5EZwLUR07ab12oaavDlR1BDvxAtWCrGSzuIz5FucWYz5zJdLOaOsC_YmZ9gzo6my5I0MtOIg8tM5XdAgm-cnWJLgYbt/s320/editedalbamohamad.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5696799946639602530" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 155px; height: 320px; " /></a></div><div style="text-align: center; ">Credit : <b>Alba Mohamad and her siblings :)</b> </div><div style="text-align: center; ">Click on the picture to get a full view. </div><div style="text-align: center; "><i>These are the collections they share together. And when they say K-Pop connects people, it connects you with you family closer too *wink!* for those who's family are into K-Pop! They collected photos and drawings (probably drawn by themselves) together ^^ ! And of course the albums of random groups. :) I can see SHINee from here. heehee. Maybe it's just me but K-Pop can turn into a piece of art too *wink. Not believing me? Try to see the drawings. heehee. ^^ ! The drawings remind me of my Farah too. She's good in art and has draw a lot of K-Pop pictures. The hands of arts ^^ !</i></div><div style="text-align: center; "><br /></div><div style="text-align: center; "><br /></div><div style="text-align: center; "><br /></div><div style="text-align: center; "><b><span>IMPORTANT : !</span></b></div><div style="text-align: center; "><b><span>THEY CAME FROM : BRUNEI K-POP LOVER FANS </span></b></div><div style="text-align: center; "><b><span>CREATOR : SIS NARA</span></b></div><div style="text-align: center; "><b><span>GENRE : A BIG FAMILY OF K-POPPERS</span></b></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><span>...And you said I was kidding? No, the stuffs are originally belong to them :) The names that have been stated there and on the picture itself. They shared this with me and the others too. To be honest...I'm not even close to them. Or should I say...we never know each other before. But then... Even me myself, I have my own collection, but I think it's better to just share the guests photos^^ A BIG THANKS to the group creator : SIS NARA ^^ ! who had created this group and gathered all the K-Pop lover fans all around Brunei to be in one group.. :) Thank you so much, sis :) Some of them are my juniors from the same school and some are my seniors.. I never realized they existed..! ^^' Sorry. heehee. From this group, I met with my 'CRIME PARTNERS', who loves to torture people alive! And I met a big family of Inspirits, +A & SONEs too :) those pictures are the proof that co-operation is totally needed as a team or group. They proved to me that they are willingly to share their collections with others though some might have been strangers to them. But hey, who knows... the 'STRANGERS' are now part of the family too. :) </span></div><div><span><br /></span></div><div><span><br /></span></div><div><span>Like all fan-clubs, we too have games and activities to share. Random activities of course. For examples : </span></div><div><br /></div><div><i>The K-Pop Songs Quiz Game : They will write some lyrics down and you will try to guess. </i></div><div><i>The K-Pop Mystery Photos Game : Some blurred photos of K-Pop artistes will be given and the players will have to guess WHO'S PICTURE IS THIS? </i></div><div><i>The K-Pop MVs Guessing Game : A piece of picture, cut from a MV will be shown and you have to guess the song and the artistes.</i></div><div><span>And who ever wins..will get a photo request ^^ heehee. This quiz can be played or created by anyone ^^ !</span></div><div><span><br /></span></div><div><span>We also have :</span></div><div><i> CONTEST </i>!<span> Yeap, we have ! And mostly one of the K-Poppers : Ahmad Shahrum ^^ (He's a fan of Junsu 2PM!)</span></div><div><span>He usually arrange the contest with a help from the others too!</span></div><div><span><br /></span></div><div><span>And my favourite :</span></div><div><i>IMAGINATIONS</i> ! <span>What? can't a 17 year old girl has an imagination of her and her bias? *wink. heehee. Ignore me. </span></div><div><span>Most imaginations are made by : Cherry Kim (Umma!), Hajah Farwizah, Fyii HaMizo (she writes fanfic, I guess?), Eqaa Emberazy (my CRIME PARTNET) and the others! </span></div><div><span><br /></span></div><div><span>We also have :</span></div><div><i>PHOTO REQUESTS SECTION</i> !<span> Though this one is not always been offered but this part usually offered by Nysa Hb & her sister Afiffah Hb :) There will be time where they ask for photo requests and..just request then. heehee. </span></div><div><span><br /></span></div><div><span>Like every fan-club too, we also have :</span></div><div><i>THE K-POP ONLINE SHOP </i>!<span> </span><span>In Brunei Kpop Lover Fans, we have different online shops :) and these three are the best choice *wink.</span></div><div><span>- Kpop Heaven</span></div><div><span>- Tokki K-pop House</span></div><div><span>- K-Style Fever</span></div><div><span><br /></span></div><div><span><br /></span></div><div><span>But the most important thing : I will never be alone in there since I have these guys :</span></div><div><span>- Sis Neon (Shin Young Hoon)</span></div><div><span>- Sis Naralove PjminKyu (The Admin)</span></div><div><span>- Amey Ar (my ex-neighbour & posts a lot of Jiyeon & T-ara)</span></div><div><span>- Eqaa Emberazy (my blood-thirst partner ;p)</span></div><div><span>- Cherry Kim (my Umma, she's a fan of Onew too!)</span></div><div><span>- Annie Aw (My dongsaeng ^^!)</span></div><div><span>- Nysa Hb & Afiffah Hb (the sisters)</span></div><div><span>- Lee Dongho (Dongho Shawol? heehee)</span></div><div><span>- Ahmad Shahrum (since he posts a lot of 2PMs nowadays ^^ ! and a lot of contests)</span></div><div><span>- Sis Suzy Mohammad (I just knew her :) )</span></div><div><span>- Junjungan Rahmatsani Elf (my dongsaeng and I'm her 'hyung'. She's my Kyuhyun)</span></div><div><span>- Nicky Hope Mc'Riley De'Blingbling (my dongsaeng and also a big fan of SHINee, he used to post a lot about SHINee during school holidays)</span></div><div><span>- Hero Kim Jaejoong (a RP of course also my dongsaeng. A big fan of DB5K and Jaejoong ^^)</span></div><div><span>- Hajah Farwizah (I don't even know when she got addicted by this K-Pop things)</span></div><div><span>- Fafa Fadzil (of course!)</span></div><div><span>- Gmss Hoya (this is my senior :) but I never got a chance to see her)</span></div><div><span>- And the others :) I seriously can't post all your names here.. we have 1000+ members and this will take like....2 days to finish all. heehee. If your names are not stated, don't ever think that you're not close to me. I can't post all the names here........ :(( but the 1000+ will always be on my 'LOVE' list *wink!</span></div><div><span><br /></span></div><div><span><br /></span></div><div><span>I guess, I should be proud.. :) The group was created last year..and it's still here and the members keep on increasing. I really hope to see more in the future. The first awkward feeling when you wanted to make friend with them..and now, they ARE you angels too ^^. I called them as angels since they helped each other defending for what's rights and what's not. Though fighting might occurred sometimes..just because a little misunderstanding and a bit of.. 'I-Won't-Give-Up-Until-I-Finally-Win' thingy.. heehee. but that's normal.. the problems can be solved easily...if people show their respect towards each other :) Maybe, you're right and he/she is wrong..instead of cursing, try to say this... "I have my own opinion and you have yours." haahaahaa..! I still remember this phrase :) I'm really glad to know them. sharing knowledge, different songs and musics..they even have their own talent ^^ and these people..are from Brunei :) *hug you guys* ^^ They have talents in dancing, singing, rapping..wow! never know ^^ ! You guys are the best..! Thank you very very very much..! Everyone of you is SPECIAL :) though sometimes I try to stop something (usually a misunderstanding) I ended up feeling guilty to myself --' What? I don't want people to hurt by my words ^^ And I'm really sorry to Sis Nara. Mianhae Sis.</span></div><div><span><br /></span></div><div><span><br /></span></div><div><span>OK, my back is killing me and it's 3.28AM in the morning. Tomorrow is...Friday 13th! :D ! I'm not talking about luck, I'm talking about the date. Cool..! ^^ ! Thank You Very Very Very Much to everyone from the Brunei Kpop Lover Fans ^^ ! For sharing the collections and activities ^^. I smile a lot every time I enter the website. Remember one thing : Things can be complicated..but every question has it's answer if you see with your heart instead of the lust of winning ^^ ! Random advice for everyone! Thank you sis Nara, for creating the group. Thank you Amey for adding me into the group.. Thankyou to everyone..for being my angels and complete my day with your NON-STOP random! ^^ ! Loveyou guy VERY VERY VERY MUCH! I hope to meet you guys soon ^^ Stay pretty everyone!</span></div><div><span><br /></span></div><div><span><br /></span></div><div><span>And lastly...THANKYOU KAK ILAH! No, she's not a K-Popper..she is my BEAUTIFUL SISTER FROM NUBIES ! ^^ ! Thank you, Kak Ilah for offering the new chatbox. The old one had gone mad and Kak Ilah said the new chatbox she's using is quite good. So yeah, finally got it. THANKYOU AKK! SAYANG AKK! Mwaaaaaaaaaaaaahh! heee..~ Only for Kak Ilah. (for those who doesn't know her yet..she's a Malaysian and also my sister in Nubies! Together, we support Nubhan! Heehee. ^^ Random story!</span></div><div><span><br /></span></div><div><span><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center; "><span>Yuy is signing OFF!</span></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4354466550376325403.post-77839512382695481132012-01-01T18:44:00.000-08:002012-01-01T20:55:59.896-08:00WARNING : K-Pop Post Ahead! Kindly Leave If You Have No Interest.<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjPyQG6boXIroSISveJTmIYzcEy1wOFOSm8mFN-rDWQA2kc2xHffr4FqcpqbyxvuxQD0CNhAVmk3t5dBcD61-XA016d3-vBb2OJu8EEZtrCft8s-NhmEmiNK7nCoQNjZwMKhfG4lx13yu5g/s1600/317833_295192980491686_100000029584969_1290361_977508996_n.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 218px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjPyQG6boXIroSISveJTmIYzcEy1wOFOSm8mFN-rDWQA2kc2xHffr4FqcpqbyxvuxQD0CNhAVmk3t5dBcD61-XA016d3-vBb2OJu8EEZtrCft8s-NhmEmiNK7nCoQNjZwMKhfG4lx13yu5g/s320/317833_295192980491686_100000029584969_1290361_977508996_n.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5692860669484433506" /></a><div style="text-align: center;">*<i> God Gives You A Brain To Think Before You Say It, Not Saying It Without Thinking </i>*</div><div style="text-align: center;">(picture : credit to the<i> real owner</i>)</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Helww..! Assalamualaikum..! Annyeonghasaeyo..!^^ Oh, I give you a warning earlier before reading this. So once again, please kindly leave if you have no INTEREST in Korean artistes, K-Pop or something similar to those two things I said earlier. Just click the [x] button right at the top corner of your screen and EXIT^^! Do anything, just don't BASH anything on my blog. Because I kindly ask you to leave instead of kicking you out. :) I'm kind riiigghhtt? OK, this is just a short post about K-Pop, so bear with me if you STUBBORNLY don't want to leave this LAME website. Read at your own risk! I will not be responsible for anything that happened to you. *innocent face*</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">The common question people keep on asking me is : <i>"Since when you're a fan of K-Pop? Aren't you a Nubies? (Nubhan FC^^,v)</i></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Usually, I just smiled and shrugged. But as this question begun to linger around my brain like A MAD BUMBLE BEE, I just answered.. : <i>"Since 2005. What's wrong?"</i> and they all went like..: <i>"WHAT THE HELL..?! HELL THE WHAT..?!"</i> Yeah, babe. 2005. What? Did I say something wrong? Haahaahaa! You guys never guessed about it right? Yes, I'm a Nubies (Nubhan FC) and will always be but, I'm also a 7 years K-Popper (and the number will keep on increasing) I heard A LOT of comments for being a K-Popper back then, but yeah..me being me.. all I have to do is this : Sit back, relax, have a drink and smile.. Don't bother asking me questions or even bashing me with your words, because I NEVER walk on your path, pal :) And some called me as 'SUNBAE' or 'SENIOR'. Yeah, my maa & paa are fans of Korean Dramas back then^^</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">2005 : <i>The Year Of DB5K/TVXQ = Me as Cassiopeia</i>.</div><div style="text-align: left;">2006 : <i>The Year Of SS501 = Me as TripleS</i>.</div><div style="text-align: left;">2007 : <i>The Year Of Super Junior = Me as ELF (EverLasting Friends)</i></div><div style="text-align: left;">2008 : <i>The Year Of SHINee = Me as SHINee World (Shawol)</i></div><div style="text-align: left;">2009 : - <i>The Year Of Nubhan = Me as Nubies ^^ !</i></div><div style="text-align: left;">2010 : -</div><div style="text-align: left;">2011 : -</div><div style="text-align: left;">2012 : <i>(?)</i></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">The arrangement I show above is the real arrangement in my what year I became a fan of random groups. In the year 2009, I stopped K-Pop for the WHOLE year because of a crisis. So I want to heal myself by being a fan of Nubhan^^! And until now..I'm still a fan. heehee. But in 2010, I tried to crawl my way back as a K-Popper like before. I can't really leave the music life. From DB5K/TVXQ, I learned my first dance step. I met new friends while learning to dance. I learned different culture from my new friends. I respect them :) for respecting me. Like the elders always say : "Treat others nicely, they will treat you the same." And hey, I lost my weight after the dance class. haahaahaa..! No kidding ^^ !</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Some comments and bashing critics I received ever since I changed my blog into something else are: </div><div style="text-align: left;">- <i>"You're a fan of Korean now? What happened to the old one?"</i></div><div style="text-align: left;"><i>- "Why you suddenly changed everything into K-Pop? Before you just talked about something random"</i></div><div style="text-align: left;"><i>- "Why you like them?"</i></div><div style="text-align: left;"><i>- "Handsome faces, sexy dance. That's why you like them? Pfft.."</i></div><div style="text-align: left;"><i>- "Some of them are "g*y"! and you like it?!"</i></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">I just show you these comments. Yeah, it's my fault too for not telling them I'm a K-Popper. My answer : It's NOT because of their handsome faces and sexy dance..... wait, sexy dance..? O.o Don't tell me the "Zombie Dance", "Robotic", "Pumping", "Techno" dances are SEXY?! Are you serious?! It's not the dance that make it sexy, the body is flexible to the beat. I learn that from my dance class. You see them sexy because of the beat. The body follows the beat. Even if you just wear a skirt to dance or for the boys, you guys just wear jeans, if your body can't follow the beat...the sexiness will fade --' or not even appearing. OK, back to the main topic. I will tell you about dance later ;p. Have you ever watched their concerts? On TV or real life? Notice how they dance and sing at the same time or hours without collapsing on stage or faint by lack of oxygen? Yeah, they dance for the fans and the audience like mad. They do it for the people. Where did they get all the strength from? Sugar? Hyper? Nope. Practice. They practiced hours and hours, days by days, weeks by weeks..OK, maybe not weeks since they have a full schedule. They worked hard to perform well though they will just appear for a short moment. What they want to give is the 'BEST PERFORMANCE'. </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Their intentions in cheering the audiences attracted my attention from the start. But yeah, some people never appreciate it and keep own searching for the LIGHTEST mistake they make. Weird. Weird. Weird. Oh well, humans ^^. And another comment, the last one. Being aa..gay? haahaahaa..! Even before I started to talk about K-Pop, every guy on earth they say GAY! <i>Guy hugging a guy = Gay. Guys holding hands = Gay. Wearing tight clothes. = Gay.</i> Woah! I wonder why they never talk about a girl hugging a girl = Lesbian. O.o ! Nah, I don't mind at all. They have their own opinions and I have the answer to all questions. Well not real every question.</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">From my point of view : <i>Guy hugging a guy = Bromance. Guys holding hands = Friendship. Guys wearing tight clothes = FASHIONISTA !</i> ;) You know what, readers? Think positive, believe me..your life can get better than before *wink!* You guys know about Super Junior? Yeah, they are the resemblance of what you said "Homo". LOL! Then don't be mad if I say this.. <i>"You never know what love is."</i> Why? If you are a boy, my beautiful readers.. IF you are a boy, will people call you GAY for being close to your own brothers? IF you are a girl, will people call you as GAY for being close to your sisters? How about being close to your best friend who has the same gender as you? Will they call you gay? No? Then what differences with these boys (Super Junior)? They live, work and stay in the same dorm. Living as family and brothers..what troubles they bring to you? Yeah, I'm not their personal assistance but hey, I'm 'stalking' them. haahaahaa..! </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">That's what I keep on telling my beautiful readers here..before you say something, THINK! Before you want to do something, THINK! Before you attempt to ignore something, THINK! Think twice, trice...million times before you do something. Think POSITIVE :) You CAN'T force people to see things your way. You CAN'T stop someone to stop liking what they like. You CAN'T change someone to be the one you want them to be. NO and DON'T. It's obviously you CAN'T accept the reality living in this earth. ^^ I won't force you and say "HEY, YOU READERS! You BETTER be a FAN OF K-POP OR I WILL TEAR OF YOUR FACE!" then swords, knives, bombs and axes will come flying at me for being so stupid. --' There's no use forcing others to change when you can't even change yourself. There's no use saying and cursing others when you can't even say a good stuff. There's no use showing others that you are an angel while the others are demons when you yourself.....hurt the people with your words. You're evil than us then^^! That means you're one of us! haahaahaa..!</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Think positive please^^ Don't you want to live better than now? Thinking all the negative things..BORING! And it's a burdensome too! Boring right? So why don't you change your mind now? Think something and see something in positive way, trust me..your life is brighter than tomorrow *wink!* OK, I'm blabbering nonsense again--' Just want to say this : <i>Dulu aku minat Nubhan, korang bising. Aku dah kata aku minat Korea, korang bising gak? Kang aku kata aku minat Lady Gaga, korang kata aku mengada2 lak --' </i></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Haahaahaa..! Just saying that! ;p Don't worry about me. I have my own to survive. I won't be bothering you too. So PLEASE NO BASHING!!! I don't need any comment if you attempt to post some useless comments and bashes. WILL TOTALLY BE IGNORED BECAUSE YOU ARE NOT NEEDED HERE IN MY BLOG ^^ ! I only play good things with nice and good people. I don't play pokers with bad-mouth humans or even a cheater, a liar and a killer (laalaalaalaa..~~) LOL! OK, I will be leaving now. Have a HAPPY NEW 2012 YEAR, MY BEAUTIFUL, LOVELY, FRIENDLY READERS! I Love You Guys So So So Much! I pry that you guys are smiling on this new year eve :) Please excuse my words if they are rude. *bows* I'm a human, normal and filled with mistakes..so please forgive me for my mistakes ^^ ! </div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4354466550376325403.post-63012770132735523002011-10-04T23:48:00.001-07:002011-10-05T22:20:57.352-07:00The Girl Of Art<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: medium; "><p class="separator" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: center; clear: both; "><a imageanchor="1" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj5RqlykPK5HFU_OhQeuVWbri-Rch_Q6cPZADABrKoF9WcHn6Kz1Ie7Hnpcyyu-x0vlg3uV2mWzj6Mv7tPnVt2w1nqOmkhIFGqk5F8fXRuaRnL_2W4IhdZl1sNbQq2pubTZcYrHE9Jjhc_3/s1600/min2ho.jpg" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em; "><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj5RqlykPK5HFU_OhQeuVWbri-Rch_Q6cPZADABrKoF9WcHn6Kz1Ie7Hnpcyyu-x0vlg3uV2mWzj6Mv7tPnVt2w1nqOmkhIFGqk5F8fXRuaRnL_2W4IhdZl1sNbQq2pubTZcYrHE9Jjhc_3/s320/min2ho.jpg" border="0" width="306" height="320" style="cursor: move; " /></a></p><p class="separator" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: center; clear: both; "><br /></p><p class="separator" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: center; clear: both; ">*Let's Do It. We Are Going To Reach The Top*</p><p class="separator" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: center; clear: both; "><br /></p><p class="separator" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: center; clear: both; ">Credit: Original Owner.^^</p><p class="separator" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: center; clear: both; "><br /></p><p class="separator" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: left; clear: both; "><br /></p><p class="separator" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: left; clear: both; ">Helww.. Assalamualaikum & anneyonghasaeyo!^^ I am now in the month of 'THE FINAL WAR!' No, it's not a title of a movie. I will be sitting for my 'O' Level exam this month. And yes, I'm have (NOT) really prepare for this. I think I'm dying! NOOOO!!!!!! Neh, just kidding. I'm fine. It's just an exam, wish me luck OKE? *wink. </p><p class="separator" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: left; clear: both; "><br /></p><p class="separator" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: left; clear: both; ">I will be leaving this blog for months, (as if I've recently visited this blog before. tsk) And I'm really really really for not replying all the comments. I have been quite busy with all these books! Crazy books! and exam is a <strike>BITCH.</strike> Well, it's only once in my whole life, right..? So I have to make it until the end! Since I only have 7 subjects to complete...IT WILL NEVER KILLS A STUDENT! I know.. I know.. Alright, before I start to jabber about randoms..let me share some pictures!</p><p class="separator" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: left; clear: both; "><br /></p><p class="separator" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: center; clear: both; "><br /></p><p class="separator" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: center; clear: both; "><a imageanchor="1" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhS-FocEIhkhHY2Ba2JcoQc4pExaNoDOpuYpsmeFTaiKPwz11ODsaGeJStPXi5jfr28WSo3UxMpUjtE4pnQkcstfoexmBGc6h6j8YlYzMo0K90JgCumd13kQpFvc7XKHpvU54sTYqP4Kqhy/s1600/DSCN0707.JPG" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em; "><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhS-FocEIhkhHY2Ba2JcoQc4pExaNoDOpuYpsmeFTaiKPwz11ODsaGeJStPXi5jfr28WSo3UxMpUjtE4pnQkcstfoexmBGc6h6j8YlYzMo0K90JgCumd13kQpFvc7XKHpvU54sTYqP4Kqhy/s320/DSCN0707.JPG" border="0" width="240" height="320" style="cursor: move; " /></a></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: center; "><br /></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: center; ">SHINee's Key</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: center; "><br /></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; "> </p><p class="separator" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: center; clear: both; "><a imageanchor="1" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgTaiSnQW5L7FxbX9DRhuu_ko7jf6dK4fmH-E45EL_etC-EfqslpRUGKjNrA6zGMslfW82Zz49brMonpofVQ0PTP4wkdgxIPPpHmlfeYVdNLKRor5jy8mZLUavwUZaVbI0uQ7UTxTIzDnyI/s1600/DSCN0708.JPG" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em; "><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgTaiSnQW5L7FxbX9DRhuu_ko7jf6dK4fmH-E45EL_etC-EfqslpRUGKjNrA6zGMslfW82Zz49brMonpofVQ0PTP4wkdgxIPPpHmlfeYVdNLKRor5jy8mZLUavwUZaVbI0uQ7UTxTIzDnyI/s320/DSCN0708.JPG" border="0" width="320" height="240" style="cursor: move; " /></a></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: center; "> Detective Conan (Farah's Future Son^^)</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; "><br /></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: center; "><br /></p><p class="separator" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: center; clear: both; "><a imageanchor="1" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgxpL3r3SJevvG1PPkHDfQGo3G9DMw_mGImWCNvNmZZMxrMvt-2gLcBGcWZB3IikhI-L8ZbzKFJIu60uxbHzoBEc041VRGi5r7A5cloBlTiQKQqpIT19aHNW92AgdPOU8jg1a1v-LxKvlLn/s1600/DSCN0709.JPG" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em; "><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgxpL3r3SJevvG1PPkHDfQGo3G9DMw_mGImWCNvNmZZMxrMvt-2gLcBGcWZB3IikhI-L8ZbzKFJIu60uxbHzoBEc041VRGi5r7A5cloBlTiQKQqpIT19aHNW92AgdPOU8jg1a1v-LxKvlLn/s320/DSCN0709.JPG" border="0" width="320" height="240" style="cursor: move; " /></a></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: center; "> Naruto </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: center; ">(Farah's Future Husband! haahaahaa..!!)</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; "><br /></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; "><br /></p><p class="separator" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: center; clear: both; "><a imageanchor="1" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj0WJ3onV1vBRyT5Jvbi4c6ZvctfUJYSDUbKOaxrXM63hAPTO18AxBrwxAT8MmHE5PP2eyEWzvqOgR2tx3M7xoF8WtUEP06J1z3ovVouZ2NXMxm6m7BGVlNR1IxcaZRGWcWgJ5sPQquW3Xz/s1600/DSCN0711.JPG" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em; "><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj0WJ3onV1vBRyT5Jvbi4c6ZvctfUJYSDUbKOaxrXM63hAPTO18AxBrwxAT8MmHE5PP2eyEWzvqOgR2tx3M7xoF8WtUEP06J1z3ovVouZ2NXMxm6m7BGVlNR1IxcaZRGWcWgJ5sPQquW3Xz/s320/DSCN0711.JPG" border="0" width="240" height="320" style="cursor: move; " /></a></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: center; ">Garfield </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: center; ">(MY future pet ;pp )</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: center; "><br /></p><p class="separator" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: center; clear: both; "><a imageanchor="1" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhV22qTuR45QIXegPs3A6HjG_6uAcm02axLaQngYzFBcSAsCdRuxgcav7LQzlG2wxMcPw8AKNXQiAXefujIAV-OiTGW6CuwPO9H0llPQXi-4NhE6KTMLHNzLSQUkZqUucda412fhJY3SVtV/s1600/DSCN0712.JPG" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em; "><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhV22qTuR45QIXegPs3A6HjG_6uAcm02axLaQngYzFBcSAsCdRuxgcav7LQzlG2wxMcPw8AKNXQiAXefujIAV-OiTGW6CuwPO9H0llPQXi-4NhE6KTMLHNzLSQUkZqUucda412fhJY3SVtV/s320/DSCN0712.JPG" border="0" width="320" height="240" style="cursor: move; " /></a></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: center; ">SHINee's Onew </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: center; ">(My HUSBAND!)</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: center; "><br /></p><p class="separator" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: center; clear: both; "><a imageanchor="1" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh-FRTwui743cgzkQRleT2bXdoAKYBUP1BTH-o-Iy9L4GEwn90ZHHED3tHZHIqYv7m1pCIjGqFmuDo3aatpzBQ9NYbTJmhhyphenhyphenkHsAH3I5nImlvmEwqJL0AIxkp3UTVCaNX8iGJIFNNY9RnZl/s1600/DSCN0713.JPG" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em; "><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh-FRTwui743cgzkQRleT2bXdoAKYBUP1BTH-o-Iy9L4GEwn90ZHHED3tHZHIqYv7m1pCIjGqFmuDo3aatpzBQ9NYbTJmhhyphenhyphenkHsAH3I5nImlvmEwqJL0AIxkp3UTVCaNX8iGJIFNNY9RnZl/s320/DSCN0713.JPG" border="0" width="320" height="240" style="cursor: move; " /></a></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: center; ">SHINee's 2Min Love (Minho & Taemin) </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: center; ">(MY.....husbands?)</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: center; "><br /></p><p class="separator" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: center; clear: both; "><a imageanchor="1" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhpwkOSqXpLsV41m-AIpv0Ve1RTB1m2nZlR7hZu4T3-XeCdgHcR_5F39tDjUPu8E71Nm55ug-oAH6KtIGChPsf-4o-isxbD6SaYXsPyraPTsYNwtAkthHUz4OyvVrGTVBtu_ISv5uAp2uHn/s1600/DSCN0714.JPG" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em; "><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhpwkOSqXpLsV41m-AIpv0Ve1RTB1m2nZlR7hZu4T3-XeCdgHcR_5F39tDjUPu8E71Nm55ug-oAH6KtIGChPsf-4o-isxbD6SaYXsPyraPTsYNwtAkthHUz4OyvVrGTVBtu_ISv5uAp2uHn/s320/DSCN0714.JPG" border="0" width="240" height="320" style="cursor: move; " /></a></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: center; ">Gara </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: center; ">(My future SON^^)</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; "><br /></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; "><br /></p><p class="separator" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: center; clear: both; "><a imageanchor="1" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhi3IO20B8_CcNDLQUQmC6nPb3oe1CfIBjRMX96OyNh7CVynRlxDinxnPtG4VcYMkLWOP1dhTJYrxwVmMfKI3kmSY9t-Dqi_DLeMs7Ghp-38VLRt_X6AS08AJnhSRHSO4iT0l20fCbXEumy/s1600/DSCN0715.JPG" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em; "><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhi3IO20B8_CcNDLQUQmC6nPb3oe1CfIBjRMX96OyNh7CVynRlxDinxnPtG4VcYMkLWOP1dhTJYrxwVmMfKI3kmSY9t-Dqi_DLeMs7Ghp-38VLRt_X6AS08AJnhSRHSO4iT0l20fCbXEumy/s320/DSCN0715.JPG" border="0" width="240" height="320" style="cursor: move; " /></a></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: center; ">SHINee's Jonghyun </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: center; ">(My Husband!!)</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; "><br /></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; "><br /></p><p class="separator" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: center; clear: both; "><a imageanchor="1" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiYbDLTmDCZnQVagM7PRyU7OREG_HwgsP1XrK-mwdCmhXsLfcxfWkEK6MeZxeClPKMxqTF_hXeMYdra2u4zNirvX2XEGBx7Z256YVwTK8zAaWe-ejZs4ZpgPJ-cl3ZpKcXy1Ni7vFgaImfK/s1600/DSCN0710.JPG" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em; "><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiYbDLTmDCZnQVagM7PRyU7OREG_HwgsP1XrK-mwdCmhXsLfcxfWkEK6MeZxeClPKMxqTF_hXeMYdra2u4zNirvX2XEGBx7Z256YVwTK8zAaWe-ejZs4ZpgPJ-cl3ZpKcXy1Ni7vFgaImfK/s320/DSCN0710.JPG" border="0" width="240" height="320" style="cursor: move; " /></a></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: center; ">SHINee's Taemin</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: center; ">(My Husband again!)</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: center; "><br /></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: left; ">Yes, they are all drawings. HAIP! I'm not the one who drew all these, okee..? I'm not born to be an artist...I'm just a writer. *crying. Alright, I really really really LOVEEEEE these drawings! Why..?? Can't you see how BEAUTIFUL it is..? Well, some are taken from internet but that's not the point.. I just love how my ADIK NURULFARAH'ATIKAH drew all these! Damn, I'm sooooooooo envying her talent! I borrowed the sketch pad and can't stop from staring at these pictures! She drew it herself... Man, I wonder why she stopped taking Art Class last year. What a weird girl you are, Farah. that's why I love you. haahaahaa..!! She drew it SOOOOO smoothly! As if she has the picture stuck in her brain! --' I want to be an artist like her too..!! but she doesn't want to teach me how. haahaahaa..!! *poor me..* </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: left; "><br /></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: left; ">I showed it to my cousin, Bai...and his eyes when like fish balls!! Like this O.O haahaahaa..! He said I must be joking when I said Farah drew it. then I give him this look :PP and said... "JEALOUSY KILLS!" haahaahaa...!! I showed it to my maa and she went praising Farah all the way! Yeah, she deserves to be praised like a magical girl from Heaven. *wink. Thank you very very much Farah for drawing all these pictures. Especially SHINee's picture..!! She even drew my favourite pairing from SHINee. 2MIN LOVE!!!! OMG, my eyes when bigger than this O.O haahaahaa..! seriously..! If only I wasn't in the classroom filled with my crazy friends, I would seriously scream my heart out! --' SHE DREW IT SO REAL!!! AND MY HAND TOUCHED IT FOR REAL!! Well, usually I just view it in the internet..WHICH I can't hold it. But thanks to my Farah..she makes my dream comes true. haahaahaa...! Weird me....... --' </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: left; "><br /></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: left; ">Please let me explain. I know some of the drawings might be yours.. Just like I said, she took it from the internet and tried to draw it. Not a plagiarism! NO. we're not claiming the original artworks as ours.. We're just drawing it back. OK?! And yes credit goes to the original works.^^</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: left; "><br /></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: left; ">Thanks to Farah for giving me permission to share the pictures!^^ Ah yes, this picture down here is the GIRL OF ART ( I named Farah with that title since she deserves it)</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: left; "><br /></p><p class="separator" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: center; clear: both; "></p><p class="separator" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: center; clear: both; "><a imageanchor="1" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgsPTwk3MsOzfx2IEQ5i7oapGo1Yop4idB5wDj86ov9N-WCj43gdgrw8Ag0p3G7Hu-cgpmzJS8AzUuBwgVLHOt8bMdnJ4d9ltgvRmBYIyi1O1aMqZTMQ6OpRybGg4hC0O10GFF6rca7dulZ/s1600/farah.jpg" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em; "><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgsPTwk3MsOzfx2IEQ5i7oapGo1Yop4idB5wDj86ov9N-WCj43gdgrw8Ag0p3G7Hu-cgpmzJS8AzUuBwgVLHOt8bMdnJ4d9ltgvRmBYIyi1O1aMqZTMQ6OpRybGg4hC0O10GFF6rca7dulZ/s320/farah.jpg" border="0" width="320" height="240" style="cursor: move; " /></a></p><p class="separator" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: center; clear: both; ">Farah_The Girl Of Art</p><p class="separator" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: center; clear: both; ">THANK YOU!</p><p class="separator" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: center; clear: both; ">A 95 Liner!</p><p class="separator" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: center; clear: both; ">This CHINESE girl. haahaahaa..! joke, she's a Bruneian just like me ;)</p><p class="separator" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: center; clear: both; ">A fan of 2PM, T.O.P, Jonghyun & Jang Guen Suk! (I can't spell his name --')</p><p class="separator" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: center; clear: both; ">My Personal Helper^^</p><p class="separator" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: center; clear: both; ">My Entertainer!!</p><p class="separator" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: center; clear: both; ">My FARAH! Don't Touch!! She's MINE!! *raawwrr*</p><p class="separator" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: center; clear: both; ">In love with Purple & Art^^ (+Sastera)</p><p class="separator" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: center; clear: both; ">Very confident (coughcutecough) friend^^</p><p class="separator" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: center; clear: both; ">SINGLE! haahaahaahaa..!!!! *hide in my shell*</p><p class="separator" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: center; clear: both; ">Very patient, strong, funny, crazy, secretive, active & talented </p><p class="separator" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: center; clear: both; ">(you won't believe if I said Farah was boyish back then, right?^^)</p><p class="separator" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: center; clear: both; ">*Important* I LOVE HER!! *Important*</p><p class="separator" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: center; clear: both; ">Farah is just like Azee, Fafa, Warn, Tracie & Stacie, but she has her own way to make me love her^^</p><p class="separator" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: center; clear: both; ">The girl who gave me my strength back years ago until now^^</p><p class="separator" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: center; clear: both; ">We met in tuition class.. </p><p class="separator" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: center; clear: both; ">(Farah was a 'HE' when I first saw her. haahaahaa..! just kidding, Farah! I LOVE YOU!!!)</p><p class="separator" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: center; clear: both; ">SHE LOVES JACKASS --' </p><p class="separator" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: center; clear: both; ">(Seriously.........this girl.....)</p><p class="separator" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: center; clear: both; ">Quite sensitive since she's not like me..a ghosts lover.^^</p><p class="separator" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: center; clear: both; ">Whatever I'm going to describe about this girl, the word perfect for her is...</p><p class="separator" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: center; clear: both; ">TALENTED!^^</p><p class="separator" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: center; clear: both; "><br /></p><p class="separator" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: center; clear: both; "><br /></p><p class="separator" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; text-align: center; clear: both; ">p/s: I'm going crazy.. hwaiting!</p></span>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4354466550376325403.post-68261171637409577992011-08-28T17:11:00.000-07:002011-08-28T19:06:52.068-07:00Journey Of A Blogger<div style="text-align: center;"><i>This Bunny here is so cute! Right? *wink Aww..he's sleeping. Shhh...~</i></div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjwZpLSvXv8XbKSL8KeMGKHvc9DdNA6kAurYOjqm0PhG68Vqclhm9PRspGkkfB4a3Y4JIgVzP1gNmBrO2d3uK0g4nVkhU-mmsm4Fi8SjSZfrMGimh67J8UHyTblzP3vYcBUwe5W2OKccDoV/s1600/images.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 197px; height: 256px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjwZpLSvXv8XbKSL8KeMGKHvc9DdNA6kAurYOjqm0PhG68Vqclhm9PRspGkkfB4a3Y4JIgVzP1gNmBrO2d3uK0g4nVkhU-mmsm4Fi8SjSZfrMGimh67J8UHyTblzP3vYcBUwe5W2OKccDoV/s320/images.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5646064076503137202" /></a><div style="text-align: center;">* Sleep, I will be next to you when you wake up tomorrow.*</div><div style="text-align: center;">(cr. to the owner)</div><div style="text-align: center;">
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<br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Helww..! Assalamualaikum..anneyonghasaeyo..! Ohayo my beautiful readers :) I miss you guys so much. Sorry for updating this blog for so long. I'm quite busy nowadays. 'O' Level exam is just around the corner and my death is around the corner too =.=' I'm still not ready for it yet. I don't know why..but I think I've lost my confident again.... Tsk, yeah right. Since when did I have a self-confident..? Okee..I think we should change the topic, right..? I don't want to loss my mood early in the morning. Now let see..I've received some emails, wishing me Happy Ramadhan & Happy Eid-Mubarak. THANK YOU VERY MUCH^^ Yeah, Syawal is close-by.. and that means I have to leave Ramadhan again this year. I really hope to meet with it again in the future. </div><div style="text-align: left;">
<br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Yes, Ramadhan. In Islam, Ramadhan is the most precious month in Hijrah. The month where Muslims wake up in dawn, having 'sahur' or early meal to prepare for the fasting :) Muslims are told to make good deeds, well not only during Ramadhan though.. You MUST do good deeds every single second..! And I guess, not only Muslims take the 'doing good deeds' part seriously, I believe in each religion..they have their own beliefs :) I hate racist. I have friends from all different cultures and religions..I respect them, they respect me ;) The main point is not about where are you from though..it's about.. How you show your respect to others :) Heehee. I think I just ran off the topic again =.=' Alright, lets start..</div><div style="text-align: left;">
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<br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Journey:</div><div style="text-align: left;">-<i>I went home last night, work is tough. I wonder if anyone else have the same sense as me..</i></div><div style="text-align: left;">-<i>I have just arrived. This country is so beautiful! People should enjoy the beauty too!</i></div><div style="text-align: left;">-<i>I don't think I can live anymore, not without the one I loved. We broke up last night, but no one feels my pain.</i> </div><div style="text-align: left;">-<i>I received a news from my parents. My partner ran into a car accident and passed away before the paramedics could safe him. My best friend..I...</i></div><div style="text-align: left;">-<i>I never feel so alive. My family, I am finally reunited with my family. The family I love more than my soul.</i></div><div style="text-align: left;">-<i>We are finally lovers. I have found my other half and I hope we can be together till death comes to apart us.</i></div><div style="text-align: left;">
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<br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">I can't really write everything in the list..it will take 2 days and 20 pages for this post^^ So i just show some of it. My beautiful, lovely, warm-heart official and silent readers..have you ever been in such a situation? I mean, not just what I have listed above..maybe you have others..? If yes, do you ever feel so stress out..? Annoyed by works, friends and lover..? Feeling down, helpless, sad and almost lose hope..? But in the next second, you finally smile and say that everything is going to be fine..? It's normal though :) Well, at least for me it is normal. </div><div style="text-align: left;">
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<br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">It has almost been 6 years now..since the first time I've started writing. Of course I didn't write a novel or a journal back then, just a simple short story for the school. Which I didn't want to remember what story I wrote. But as time passed, I started to write my heart out. Know what I mean? I mean, when you want to write something, you must have the main point of the story first, then the journey and then the ending. The characters..the background, the words..everything must be perfect. Hey, I'm not saying this to the novelist only..but also the bloggers :) Yes, if you guys are bloggers like me myself..I guess you might have the same idea as me. :) I'm not really a novelist though..I just love to write but I don't want it to be too expose. I like to keep it by my own. Heehee. Weird huh..? Well, bloggers..or non-bloggers..do you guys know that almost every human that lives and still standing in this very earth right now..is a writer? </div><div style="text-align: left;">
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<br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Aigo, you don't have to be shocked with this fact. =.=' It's true..every one of us..is a writer. You have a diary? You write in your diary. You have a blog? You typed in words and post it in your blog. You have a facebook? twitter? myspace? If yes, you are a writer.. it's the only reason why they created pencils, pens and papers ;) people write and write and write..till the end of their life. Almost every single second in his or her life have a moment that they want to remember. So they will write it. Pictures can also recall your memories..but from writing, you can really feel the same feeling you used to have. Words, you arrange the words..and they become a sentence. With just a sentence..who ever reads it can feel the same thing like you do. From words..movies, theater, music and dramas are created. Isn't that wonderful? People never know how precious words are.. </div><div style="text-align: left;">
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<br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">As a blogger, I love to write what I think and I have experienced. I don't expect people to understand though. I just love to write. I learn words from reading..people made the story and I read it. Whenever you're bored..feeling down.. hey, just take out a piece of white sheet and start to write something. Just tell that plain piece of paper how you feel and in the end it will show you how your feeling looks like. When you travel to a different place or even a different country, the view will of course be different.. it may be beautiful.. or just a simple one..and you really want people to know it too.. Just write something, tell them how do you feel about the view..and what people must know about it. Pretty? Amusing? Shocking? Everything.. though they won't be seeing it in reality, but do you know that imagination is the best view ever..? :) heehee. </div><div style="text-align: left;">
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<br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Hey, are you crying? Crying while reading a sad story..the hero dies and the heroin attempts suicide..? Are you crying while reading a fantasy novel where the couple don't have a happy ending..? Aigo..why are you crying..? It's just a story. Yeah, people say the same thing to me too. But they never know..the writers and authors have suffered the same thing as the characters in the story. They experienced the pain from being stabbed by knives.. bullets made way through their flesh..blood squirting..soaking the fabric and ground with dark red liquid. Well, not really..but that is what they felt while doing it. The pain that they endured, they showed it through the characters.. Though it is not their life..maybe it happens to someone they know. They expressed all different kind of emotions through a character.. What makes it alive is..your brain. :) They won't write it if it never happened..they need the true feeling just to write about people's journey. Isn't that weird? Bloggers and novelist are weird..but the weirdness that they have wake makes them special. </div><div style="text-align: left;">
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<br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Why you might ask. Words, feelings..they don't get along with each other well :) But once the author wants it to be together, they will be together. The author sacrifice his/her time so people can see the through meaning of the scene. I even heard about this one author who read through all the dictionary just so the readers understand. Who says being a writer is easy anyway? They never sleep at night, just to think of an idea..they don't go out for a date (heehee) just so they can have plenty of time to write something. Hey, I'm not saying this because I'm a writer, okee..? This is what the real novelists and great authors feel. Tired, dizzy, sick..but sometimes people never appreciate their works.. Why? Simple. Because..the readers just 'READ THROUGH'..without 'THINKING THROUGH' haahaahaa..! what the hell am I saying..? Well, it's true right..? You won't be able to understand a single thing if you just read through pages without your heart. Try to read it..and feel how the author felt...you will see how tough or how hard the journey just to reach the happy ever after thingy. </div><div style="text-align: left;">
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<br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Bloggers, you wrote something in your blog..was it just for fun? I mean, you just wanted to write something meaningless..just for the people to read? I guess not, I believe whatever you tried to say there is something special about it. Maybe a post about your friendship? A post about your lover? An old lover? A post about what happened? Anything. :) But please take note about this.. writing is something we are born to do..but never..and I mean NEVER misused the words. You write lies..telling these and that to people. Write a wicked slander about someone. Yes, you may say this 'Hey, it's my blog. My post! I can do whatever I wish to do!" Yeah sure..write..write all the lies you know. But please remember.. what goes around comes around. Your blog or website can be easily banned for telling too much lies. You can lose everything everyone in just a blink of an eye. Is that what you wished to face in the future? I guess not. </div><div style="text-align: left;">
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<br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">You can express your feeling through blogs..I've done it too. even now. heehee. but you know what they say..cover it, don't expose it ;)) Heck, I don't know what kind of statement I just wrote. =.=' You can write something, but try your best to cover it. No, NOT COVER YOURSELF WITH A BLANKET! Cover your words..WITH A REASON and AN EXPLANATION :) Be a smart writer not a foolish one. heehee. And yes..about maturity thingy.. Here, let me explain.</div><div style="text-align: left;">
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<br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Maturity or mature, it doesn't depend on your age. It depends on what and who you are stand with. You stand with the mature people..you are mature. You stand with......immature people... Do I have to say it..? heehee..~ I'm just kidding though :) forgive me, deh..? So don't send me email saying that I'm still too young to talk about things.. I see so many things, lives and scenes in every second. You never too young to talk your opinion out. But, before you say it..think first. That is how mature people talk. Think before you say it out loud. The world is listening ;)) Alright. ;))</div><div style="text-align: left;">
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<br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">OKee..aghh..~ My back hurt..and that annoying bird won;t stop knocking on my window! haiyyaa..!! Bising laa..! the glass will break soon..! =.=' aishh..~ Owh, and about the email.. I'm really really sorry. Actually I don't take requests :) I write the updates by my own point of view..but thank you so much for the ideas :) I may come up with one. Talking about bloggers.. should I say.. these bloggers here have the best blog..? I can't write all but honestly, the links of blogs at the sidebar of this blog..(look at your right screen, my Onew is on the left^^) are the best bloggers I know :D Sometimes they don't just write journal but they also talk about something like motivation :) For me, I enjoy reading their blogs.^^ !! But these bloggers down here are the ACTIVE bloggers :) :</div><div style="text-align: left;">
<br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">- Fadzrul Azree (Abg BlingBling^^)</div><div style="text-align: left;">- Bella Burger. Diary Budak B.L.U.R (Kak Ilah kite!!^^)</div><div style="text-align: left;">- Wyna Nubies. Dari Hatiku Yang Tulus ( Adik wynaanubies^^)</div><div style="text-align: left;">- Thirra Nubies. HANATIERA'S BLOG ( Adik thirranubies^^)</div><div style="text-align: left;">- Sys Yaya. Yogu Mogu Chan (Sis Yaya Cendawan Bulat katanya.heehee^^ Comey)</div><div style="text-align: left;">- Anis Comey. TENTANG SI GADIS ANIS AMANINA (dak comey!^^)</div><div style="text-align: left;">- Ezzah BabyGurl. My Story & My Sweet Memories (BabyGurlKitee^^)</div><div style="text-align: left;">
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<br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Hey, Hey.. don't turn around yet! Though your blog is not listed..doesn't mean it's not good. Aigoo.. =.=' I can't list all of you.. So I just chose the active one..well, not really active now. heehee. Just drop me some comments at the chatbox so I know that you're active^^ OK? Not hurt feeling, deh..? Come on, you know I love you guys, right?^^ *hug! I always love you guys. And yes, all the bloggers that are listed above..are from Malaysia^^ I'm a Bruneian just like Fafa, but friendship doesn't see that as an important point^^ Alright, I have to go now. My back is trying to kill me. Anneyong..!</div><div style="text-align: left;">
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<br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Mak I & U...pjgnya post kali niee.. heehee..~ Sorry</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4354466550376325403.post-16715942224557424442011-05-29T06:52:00.000-07:002011-06-04T12:40:43.051-07:00SHINe3years (SHINeeversary)<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgIrRoHeWZYSDXAqV2YoNXGcyMgr6KX5SE604oHo2-vV0XD8Aw-WUBtmhpVOzbxS5EZmkZU9IqPruwY0WNJSFU2JreY4g6BaAknOUqWH-UdnhUtdp2kU1x2eAQHDMIKe-umkUh2UDzPSAA4/s1600/pizap.com13067335086791.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 318px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgIrRoHeWZYSDXAqV2YoNXGcyMgr6KX5SE604oHo2-vV0XD8Aw-WUBtmhpVOzbxS5EZmkZU9IqPruwY0WNJSFU2JreY4g6BaAknOUqWH-UdnhUtdp2kU1x2eAQHDMIKe-umkUh2UDzPSAA4/s320/pizap.com13067335086791.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5612154786579393234" /></a><div style="text-align: center;">* It's SHINeeVERSARY!*</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Helwww..! Annyeonghasaeyo! Assalamualaikum my beautiful, lovelies, machos, cutes & adorable silent & official readers..!! How are you guys lately..? I'm really sorry for not updating the blog for such a LOOOOONNNNGGGG time.. yeah.. Guess why..? </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Answer: I'M HAVING EXAM...!!! Yeaaaapppp...exam agaaiinn..~ there you go.. an experience for O Levels sitters! I almost cracked my head in half while revising.. *coughnotreallyrevisingcough* went through all the past years papers..books..questions.. Well, my science is working up great..but NOT FOR MY MATHS! Gonna kill myself now.. WAIT! No! I haven't archive anything yet! can't die now.. huhu...~ </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Opss..! Looks like I'm out from the main topic for today, huh..? heehee..~ sorry. Though I know it's already too late to say this but.. HAPPY 3rd ANNIVERSARY MY SHINING SHINee HEROES (25th May)! Waauuu...~~ I've been a shawol for 3 years, already..?? Hey, I'm PROUD TO SAY IT OUT LOUD ;) My Shining SHINee.. wanna hear the journey of..HOW I MEET THE SHINee GUYS'? heee..~ I was - is - going to post about something else..but let's just make this one post for SHINee, ne? This is for SHAWOLS & SHINee Lovers. for those who <b><span class="Apple-style-span">DON'T LIKE/DISLIKE/UNLIKE/NEVER LIKE/ANTI/DOESN'T LOOK ALIKE</span></b> (not really included) or<span class="Apple-style-span"><b> WHAT EVER LIKE</b></span> SHINee.... Please keep your mouth sealed for seconds while reading this post, alright honey? Come'on, I know my official & silent readers are VERY VERY VERY nice & polite. Owh, for those who don't...well, my blog is not really that important to read.. especially this post..so I believe there's a 'X' symbol for 'exit' or you can just press '<-' to go back :) Don't mind about this blog though.. I won't bite if you don't like it ;)) heee..~~ okaayy..now, for my sweeties.. let's start from the 2008 SHINee.. shall we..?</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span">Area Of REPLAY</span></i> (2008)</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Like always, I watch TV for something good (though nothing is good coming from the TV).. changing channels every 10 minutes.. Click Click Click Click Click. Man, I was so bored..!! Felt like I wanted to kick-crash the TV..then my fingers knew their owner was dangerously vicious when it comes to watching TV so they suddenly ran to the buttons and pressed some numbers... Yeap, it was the KBS channel. THE HECK I'M WATCHING KOREA FOR??? Don't kill me, please.. That's what I said during the 'I-Don't-Have-Any-Interest-In-Korea' time.. but unfortunately, I can't took my eyes OFF the screen when they caught this one CUTE, MUSHY, LOVABLE, YOUNG, TOFU GUY! Guess who....?</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Aisshh..~ Don't you know him?? I give you a hint.. his skin was - is - like TOFU and he's a CHICKEN MANIAC! :D Know him already..? If your answer is ONEW than...I LOVE YOU!!! Gimme a hug! haahaahaa..! Sorry, overacting.. Yeah, I fall in love with Onew (the young leader) at the first sight. Then I was like... <i>"Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaauuuuuuuuu....~~~~~ who are they?"</i> drooling.. yueckks!! JOKES! seriously.. They were so young *innocent* during the Replay area. I started searching through internet and news..then I was like.. <i>"OWWHHHHHH...they are the SHINING SHINee! Gotta be a FAN!"</i> haahaahaa..! It was their first debut..on 25 May 2008, if I'm not mistaken..I was watching the show on that day...or...a day after that..? whatever..who cares, huh..? hee..~ </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">but sadly...I kept it as a secret back then..why..? I don't want my mom, friends, cousins, family..especially my MOM know about 'Oh-I-Fall-In-Love-With-SHINee-' when they don't even know who the heck was SHINee.. haahaa..! poor me..~~ then..move on..!</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span">You Make Me Go 'RING DING DONG'</span></i> (2009)</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Now the time is getting Hotter..! No, seriously...I'm getting hotter.. something wrong with the air-cond.. Glad I still have the fan.. fuuhh..~ okay, I'm off from the topic again! huh..! Now, where was I..? Oh, yeah..RING DING DONG..RING DING DONG.. no, it's not your house bell, or your phone, or the microwave..it was SHINee RDD ;) I love the song so much..! And surprise , surprise for me.. During Hari Raya Aidilfitri (Muslim's Celebration Day), I was with my cousins...talking, blabbering, bla bla bla blaaa...~ until of them.. started to talk about SHINee.. and me..being myself (A DRAMA QUEEN, TQ ;)) ) just pretended like.. 'Yawn-I-Don't-Have-Any-Interest-At-Them'.. I know my cousins were like..<i> "Unnie! Look, Taemin is so cute!"</i> And the younger one said.. <i>"NO! Onew is cute!"</i> and me.. <i>"Naahh, I love all of them"</i> ahaahaa..! sadly I didn't say it out loud.. Still keeping it as a secret..</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">My cousins kept on arguing who's the best, the cutest, the..best? whatever..guy in SHINee.. Ahaahaa..! so cute..since I'm the oldest among them..so, yeah..I have to listen to every single thing they told me. How they fight because the sisters have different bias.. aigoo..~ now what..? They just know that I'm a fan of SHINee last year.. ahaahaa..! Sorry my dongsaeng aahh.. unnie has to be good in acting, you know..? heee..~ and during RDD area..still love Onew..but at the same time..I ADORED KEY..! The ALMIGHTY KEY ;)) His body was so HOT cause he's so HOT! ahaahaa..! My hottie KEY :))</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><i>Her Whisper Is The LUCIFER</i></span>~~ (2010) </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Yeah...wait..can I change the lyric just a little bit..? SHINee's whisper is the LUCIFER! yeaah..! now that's a lyric. haahaahaa..! don't KILL ME PLEASE!! :(( *hide away into a shell* Okay, this is the area where I started to show my interest in SHINee..though my mom hadn't realized it yet..but I'm pretty sure some of my friends and cousins sensed something.. hee..~ hey, I have a heart too, you know..? and it needs to be fill with something..like..these hottie boys ;) Yeah, the lucifer zone.. where all the FIVE OF THEM had SUCCESSFULLY stole my heart away! yah! I still need that heart, okay? Better be good and share it with the others too..</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">First, I saw Taemin's long, silk, hazel nut hair..I thought he was a SHE..! cause I was like.. "Omo, when did she get in?" then after 1 minute... "Omo, TAEMIN????" haahaahaa..! yeaahhhhh....stupid much, don't you think? ;) Really sorry for Taemints..please, don't rip me in pieces.. I promise I will be a good Taemint too..! huhu..~ Taemin really gave me a great surprise during Lucifer.. she..I mean.. HE looked good in long hair! Heck I care what people gonna say.. you know what Bruneian usually says when things come uneasy..? "Ingin2 ati ku bah kn memilih sapa" haahaahaa..! I got that tagline from Azee ;) Well, it's true.. People will never understand not until they have the same heart. Am I right..? Sheeshh! Quit walking off the main topic, will ya?! Sorry3..! </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">okay, let see.. Taemin in long hair looked such a beauty, Key with half-shaved hair looked so fierce (but still have the DIVA POWER), Jonghyun with black spiky hair & hot voice made him looked hot than in RDD, Minho's short, black hair caught my attention along the MV, Onew's a bit muscular arms looked more manlier than in RDD. And SHINee appeared with more fierce and naughty fashion.......wait..... why did I put 'naughty' for..?? Aish! This pervert mind! Well, you have to agree when I say.. THEY LOOK REALLY DIFFERENT IN LUCIFER! Agree..? Please, agree..! heeee..~~</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span">That Sweet HELLO</span></i> (2010)</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Still in the same year..~ but different song..! It's Hello, Hello! If I'm not mistaken...it's around the middle of 2010 when this song came out. And I could see another different SHINee.. they were all wearing a TIGER-PATTERN Clothes! During the beginning of the song, though.. Now that's what I called.. MY SUPA HAWT SEXY SHINee ;)) haahaahaa..! Just say what you wanna say, honey ;p </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">I could see all the 5 members of SHINee were having their dates (in the MV, just for info) Onew with flowers (sweet, huh?), Jonghyun with a present (he was holding a box), Key with a ring (wauu!), Minho with a BIG TEDDY ( I want one) & Taemin with a....a...a-a self-designed clay! (what the heck was it?) Each member was going to have their date or maybe a proposal..and it really suits with the song. heee..~~ it's really sweet..for me, though! but then again... You know in their album 'Lucifer'..they have this one song..one of my favourite song, called...'Quasimodo'? I watched the MV during SHINee's first concert and I was like.......... "Is it the continuation of Hello or what..??" All the five members were crying..losing someone they loved..ouch.. my heart hurts..~ Okay, let's stop talking about the crying part..I don't want my room to be filled with water within a minute. I can't swim, okay..?! But, let just say.. Hello is the sweetest MV from SHINee :))</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span">We Play REPLAY</span></i> (2011, Japanese Version)</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">They played, paused, stopped..then REPLAY again..just for SHAWOLS ;)) And this time............. I gotta say this.. SHINEE OPPA, YOU LOOK SO MANLIER THAN BEFORE! Seriously..!! well, not all of them.. Onew oppa looks like the Maknae in Replay Japanese Ver. MV. and Taemin looks like the leader.. haahaahaa..! I know..something wrong with me..since I've just finished my exam..I don't think my brain is functioning the right way.. aishh..~ and I need specs to watch Youtube and online..~ maybe that's the problem, huh..? well, they still the SHINee I know..! I really miss them so much..especially Jonghyun Oppa.. since he was rarely to be seen due to his leg injury.. so I have to say.. he still can dance much better than before ;) </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">I've watched their MV again and again and again........NON-STOP and I have to 'abuse' the replay button..! Sorry button, you're just too precious for me..! haahaahaa..! I can't even believe my eyes when I watched it. With the new hair styles..and more gimmick.. aishh.. my life is perfect ;)) thank you..! haahaahaa..! </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Well, I love to stay and talk more about how SHINee stole my heart in every song..but, it's midnight..and I'm having classes in the morning.. I have to go now, okay my lovelies official & silent readers..? Thank you for reading this nonsense post of me.. and a big thank you for those who left comments..! I really love you..! Just wait for the upcoming post, okay..? I'll be telling story like before..if I have some free time. Also, for those who have Twitter..you can follow me.. it's 'Fyqahgeisha'.. I'm rarely online at FB now days. I need to sleep now..ANNYEONGHI JUMUSEYO! Kamsahamnida..! </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Before I switch off this laptop.. here..watch this one.. <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GmVVnWEgWAs">http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GmVVnWEgWAs</a> It's SHINee's MV of Replay Japanese Version ;)) I always watch this MV before going to bed..just to make sure I don't have to face nightmares.. haahaahaa..! jokes..! ENJOY AND NIGHT READERS! Lots of loves FOR YOU..!</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">p/s: Upcoming post..maybe.. Love Or Friendship ;) Night! *hugs*</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4354466550376325403.post-91836349836715920422011-02-06T06:48:00.000-08:002011-02-06T07:40:47.886-08:00In My Room (You're Still Here)Annyeonghasaeyo! Helwww...! Assalamualaikum my lovely readers..! Aigoo...~ you guys know what..? Seriously...have you ever tried to forget someone special in your life..? (broken or being apart) have you..? If you do...then I guess.. the answer must be... "Its not that easy," am I right..? Don't be scared to confess.. I'm facing the same problems too.. and yes, ITS NOT EASY! Its the most hardest thing.. (right..??) theres a phrase saying... 'trying to forget someone you love, is just like trying to remember someone you never know'.<div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>Before..I was like.. c'mon, is it really that hard to forget someone..? owh, pleaseee...~ and.....hey.............. I think I just get the 'words' on my FACE now..! Serve me right.. ;) wanna hear a story of mine..? I got it from SHINee - In My Room (its my favourite song, though.) I'm not sure if I have this song in the playlist.. but, here...I give you the link at youtube.. (I'm not the owner) it came with English Lyric too.. If you wanna hear, that is.. ;) </div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QE4WUjcgtWo">http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QE4WUjcgtWo</a> (credit to the real owner )</div><div><br /><div><br /></div><div><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjDhC3k6ynzVWBOnROHzR3tpLKK9jIj1vAJz7OXbKtg66aBhWxeh4HywN6Jh2b0eYSDnn_bRqnNSHPds2l1E9HzxJL5jG10T2s0i-K60zBk18X54WoRK4lrZJMeyweFTpT5ld08rccPK5yo/s1600/shinee_amigo.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 273px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjDhC3k6ynzVWBOnROHzR3tpLKK9jIj1vAJz7OXbKtg66aBhWxeh4HywN6Jh2b0eYSDnn_bRqnNSHPds2l1E9HzxJL5jG10T2s0i-K60zBk18X54WoRK4lrZJMeyweFTpT5ld08rccPK5yo/s320/shinee_amigo.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5570588914197458722" /></a><div style="text-align: center;">*<i> We Are Forever Best Friends/Brothers </i>*</div></div></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', 'trebuchet ms', 'lucida sans unicode', arial; font-size: 11px; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); ">I close my eyes in this sleepless night<br />And you dance in my thoughts.<br />I get so angry at myself, I knew nothing,<br />So I turn on the lights and look around my room<br />The place where my eyes are faintly placed on<br />is where I placed the birthday present I didn’t throw away<br />and everything else I have of you<p>Cause you were my sun, the moon<br />You were my everything and<br />Everything in my room seems to miss you<br />If I get tired putting myself in harms way to find you<br />and forget for a moment<br />our hidden memories still linger<br />cause you’re still in my room</p><p>Wandering the sea of life, all the lost dreams<br />are in the corners of my desk drawers,<br />and you were hidden within them<br />A picture of you I found in a box, under a layer of dust<br />A love letter filled with my young heart<br />and everything else I have of you</p><p>Cause you were my sun, the moon<br />You were my everything and<br />Everything in my room seems to miss you<br />If I get tired putting myself in harms way to find you<br />and forget for a moment<br />our hidden memories still linger<br />cause you’re still in my room</p><p>Even if I throw it away,<br />again and again<br />I want to call you<br />and see you smiling in front of me<br />I want to keep you right here</p><p>Cause you were my sun, the moon<br />You were my everything and<br />Everything in my room seems to miss you<br />If I get tired putting myself in harms way to find you<br />and forget for a moment<br />our hidden memories still linger<br />cause you’re still in my room</p><span style="font-style: italic; ">credit:moogledesu@WP</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Okay..come, listen to what MISS VEE FANTASY wanna tell you... (its just a story, arraso?)</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Months ago, I told my best friend.. <i>"Can you just forget about him, already? Since he is not paying much attention to you and his girlfriend is kinda freaky."</i> I glared at her white, gentle face. She had the Cutie-Pie kind of face. The only thing I could see on it..was just a smirk. I could even hear the sigh. </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><i>"I can't, he is just too special for me,"</i> she finally answered. I rolled my eyes and shook. Letting out a sigh. 'Why did this girl too lovable?' I kept on thinking about that question. Yet, I didn't have the answer.</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">"<i>Come on! Its not that hard to forget someone like him, besides, look around you. There's still so many fishes in the ocean. Why is it so hard for you? Can't you just make him disappear from you thoughts?"</i> She gave me a warm smile and shook her head. </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><i>"You can't easily forget someone you loved, not in an infinity. Its not a film, its a memory." </i>She looked away at the empty space. As for me, I was too ego & selfish at that time..so I just answered..</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><i>"You're too weak, dear."</i> I rolled my eyes but I still could see her smile. I could feel its just a fake smile to cover her wounded heart. You can't lie to a 'best friend'. </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">I know, words can kill you someday.. I did say to her......she is weak too face it and hey.... whats that make me..? Brave enough to face your future, Vee..??? I guess not... Now, I realized something...... tears is not the symbol of weakness...but also the symbol for your love. She cried for him days & nights... and I told her...she is weak just because of crying..? Doesn't make sense, I see...</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">I was wrong... I was wrong when I said that.... She is not weak, but she is brave... Brave to continue her life to find other ways. As for me..? I think...I'm the one who weak in this story.... Why you might ask..? Let me tell you.....</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Long ago...(4-5 years ago) I had a friend... my childhood bes friend. He was a very great boy. Religious. Friendly, must of all BRAVE. I called him brave, because he never let me see his tears even though he was hurt. Not once...he was brave for 'getting me out for the wildness' of my own life. Yes, he was very brave... I love him.. He's my one and only best friend at that time. </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">He has that warm, cozy smile. A great sense of humor. He loves sports. He cares about other (even though nobody ever cares about him) and he has that friendly heart for everyone. Yes, he had all that...... and I really thankful for getting to know him. </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">But people always says..... FACE YOUR FATE FOR THE FUTURE. I have to face it...no matter how much I hate it. I just have to face it. He's gone...............................................~ yes, gone...... leaving me alone with all the memories. I really want to fulfill some of his wishes.. just move on. Don't cry & be confident for yourself. And every time I tried to erase my memories with him..in the end... I'm the one who hurts the most.. I know how much my best friend suffered it before.</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">You might ask me... <i>'Whats the lyric for??'</i> heehee.. I want you to understand it :) easy right..? Once you do...ask yourself.. <b><i>"Have I made my loved one happy? My friends? Family? My love? Are they happy as much as they made me happy?"</i></b> Do try this...while you still have the chance with the love ones. Times will float away without glancing back at you..</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><i>"He is my sun who melted away my sadness...he is the moon who shined me in the darkness. Though you have gone away........away from me....... I can still feel you in my room. The memories are here..together with me. And I know you're here too."</i> :) just my own phrase. I love SHINee..they really put in their feelings while singing the song...I can feel what they felt. </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">To my late best friend.. I-Love-You-Best-Friend. and always will... :) thanks for reading. Sorry, its kinda.....my own story.. so you know....its my 'own' thing. heehee..! thank you readers..! Love you..!! HWAITING!</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4354466550376325403.post-65151590063815361572011-01-30T07:43:00.000-08:002011-01-30T08:17:23.532-08:00SPECIAL GUEST :D<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh8ubEPE9HlKmVnnOkCUxasxKraXgYFk8ODImEHkAZDK5uxV_8Cz1xHz9SNU3SbeKWViA9Y2fjUTqNr_8DEB1aDbzh3JZCuffpz6AA-vFQUHNjMQdE0HwQHixAwvzkru37P31SnOKYL6DDe/s1600/tae%252Bkey.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 204px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh8ubEPE9HlKmVnnOkCUxasxKraXgYFk8ODImEHkAZDK5uxV_8Cz1xHz9SNU3SbeKWViA9Y2fjUTqNr_8DEB1aDbzh3JZCuffpz6AA-vFQUHNjMQdE0HwQHixAwvzkru37P31SnOKYL6DDe/s320/tae%252Bkey.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5568005474842665634" /></a><div style="text-align: center;">*My Bestfriend, My Brother*</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div><br />Annyeonghasaeyo..!! Helww..! Assalamualaikum..! alright....... how's everyones doing lately..? I don't feel so good...... (toothache.. really bad..! torturing me..!) My friends from Facebook & Twitter.. I'll be having some extra classes starting next week.. and I don't think I can survive... *dying right now.* Sorry, will not be able to online.. (again..)</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>ahh..skip that.. My dear sweet, lovely, angelic readers :) right now...at this moment..(while I'm doing my typing) My heart flinch so bad..! yah.....I'm talking about 'the thing' again, araso..?? I'm talking about my SPECIAL GUEST :D whats so special, you might ask..</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>If you scroll down to my chatbox at the bar side.. You can see the name.. 'imashineegirl' and if you read through my last post.. I posted about her website and now.... SHE IS HERE ;)) of course..I was like... "OMO..!! Am I dreaming..??" started to slap myself ( don't know why....) I thought Acai was only joking when he said that the owner of the fanfiction commented in my chatbox. Kinda nervous.. I thought you might not like it when I posted about your link here. </div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>I really want to say THANK YOU SO MUCH Hana Unnie who spent some times for commenting :DDDDD I really appreciate it..! can't believe that you were reading it too *crying* KAMSAHAMNIDA *bows* But I really feel bad..I can't post any comments at your side. Sorry, unnie........~~~~ Thank You again..! (I can't stop thanking you now.. its just not enough. x(( ) And my dearest blog.. (dead blogger) We Are Having New Special Guest now! Its a Scorpion Girl named... HANA UNNIE ;)) </div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>now you know the real name for Ms. imashineegirl :) for my dashing eyes readers..if you want to read her fanfiction (<i>for us..we just HAVE to read it at least once a day. haahaa..!</i>) you can now go to the side bar and look for her name, okay..? have fun reading it..! </div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>Thank you too to my Kak Ilah ;)) I really miss her comments.. huhu..~ Love You Always Kak..! I know you're strong.. You will never give up until you reach the ending. thats why I love you so much..! muwwaaaaahhhhh..!! (Kak Ilah will always be my VIP)</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>P/S: opss...the picture supposed to be down here...instead of going up there... but its okay :) I love the picture..looks like a very cute siblings (One from Lee Family..the other one is from Kim Family. heehee..!) about the phrase.. 'My Bestfriend, My Brother' actually..its 'My Bestfriend, My Lover' but....I like JongKey & 2Min as pairs. haahaahaa..! OnKey is not so bad too ;) better off now.. my homeworks are killing me. huhu. Thank You again..!! :) </div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4354466550376325403.post-11474640452156937882011-01-15T12:38:00.000-08:002011-01-15T13:13:28.480-08:00A Story For SHINee..???Helww..! Assalamualaikum readers & silent readers ;) I don't mind that.. heehee..! look at the heading... try to understand it.. and try to imagine it.. Are you a shawol? haahaahaa..! some of them might not really now what shawol is.. SHAWOL a.k.a SHINee fans ;) are you one of them..?? okay, if you are one of them.. thats fine. AHAAHAAHAA..!! I don't know what am I talking about..! <div><br /></div><div>Actually.. early this morning.. (since I can't sleep and its almost dawn..) around 1.25am, something like that.. I opened my inbox mail.. (as usual) and I got an email from someone.. (don't have to mention the name, okay? ;) I might get ban if I expose the name. heehee..!) I'm not really good in taking pictures from email and paste it here.. It ended up with an 'ERROR' again! shhheessh..~ hate that.. but, back to the main topic.. and email asked like this..</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><i>"Annyeong Dead Blogger! (thats the name of the blog actually. heehee!)</i></div><div><i><br /></i></div><div style="text-align: left;"><i>I read ur blog (my novel blog I guess..?) and I found out that u r a novelist, correct? Do tell me if I am wrong & I found ur other, I think its ur personal blog. (this blog..yeap its personal. not really personal since u can read it. haahaa..!) & I noticed something about u. here are my questions:</i></div><div style="text-align: left;"><i><br /></i></div><div style="text-align: left;"><i>1.ARE YOU A FAN OF SHINee?</i></div><div style="text-align: left;"><i>2.IF YOU DO, CAN YOU DO ME A FAVOUR?</i></div><div style="text-align: left;"><i>3.CAN YOU MAKE A STORY ABOUT SHINee?</i></div><div style="text-align: left;"><i>4.PRETTY PLEASE? *Puppy eyes*</i></div><div style="text-align: left;"><i><br /></i></div><div style="text-align: left;"><i>My biases are OnTaeKey (stands for Onew, Taemin & Key) I know u do too, correct?</i></div><div style="text-align: left;"><i><br /></i></div><div style="text-align: left;"><i>I hope u can fulfill my wish. I don't mind if u do it in Malay language. I'm a Malaysian & really want to read ur story about them. Don't worry about the characters. I can see that u r quite busy since u r not updating the novel again. (yeap, kinda busy. Sorry..) But don't have to rush about this story. u can update it anytime u want & I will wait for it. The genre, I want it to be Romantic/Family. I love to see them together. </i></div><div style="text-align: left;"><i><br /></i></div><div style="text-align: left;"><i>Thats all from me. I hope its not hard for u, because I know u r a great novelist. </i></div><div style="text-align: left;"><i><br /></i></div><div style="text-align: left;"><i>KAMSAHAMNIDA!"</i></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Fuuh... I tried to copy paste every words. heehee..! Since you read my blog, I'll reply it here :) because, theres something wrong with my mails. </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Annyeong! Haluuu..! </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Yes, I'm a part-time novelist..its my hobby actually. heehee..! you do..? thank you so much..!! Kamsahmanida for reading my blog..! May God Bless You ;) my answers..:</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">1. Yes, I'm a fan of SHINee..! hwaiting! heehee!</div><div style="text-align: left;">2. I try my best to complete all favor ;)</div><div style="text-align: left;">3. story about SHINee..? InsyaAllah.. but, thats a good idea..! I never thought of it before..!</div><div style="text-align: left;">4. Will try my best, dear ;) thank you for the idea..! waauu..~ nice eyes ;) heehee..!</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">yaahh..! I love them too..!! Key Umma..! heehee..! Yes..! You got it correctly..! they are my biases too..! heehee..!</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">heehee..~ sorry about that.. I've been busy lately.. almost forget about my novel ;) but, don't worry.. will be updating it as soon as possible.. if I have time, okay pretty..? ;) waauuu...~ another romantic story..? heehee.. InsyaAllah, okay..? I'm not really a great novelist...just a simple novelist. heehee..!</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">YOU ARE ALWAYS WELCOME ;) THANK YOU AGAIN FOR THE IDEA..! SARANGHAE! heee..!</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">If you reading this.. Thank you..!! :D Will try my very best to produce this story..! but for your informations.. I'm not really good making story in English language.. (very the 'kapal' okay..!) Sorry about that.. Mianhe :( So I only going to write it in Malay language. So very3 sorry..! anyways still going to search for ideas for the story and also..MUST HAVE A MEETING WITH THE OTHERS too ;) </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">P/S: Warn, Tracie & Stacy, our mastermind :) how about that..? Are you ready..? are you ready or not..? ready or not..?? (SHINee- Ready Or Not) heehee..! Its a new one..and its about our biases ;)</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Also for Acai.. another romantic story for you..and we really need your help in doing this ;) jiwang words are all yours..! aahaahaahaa..! joke..! lets chat about this, okay..? I also need the cover too. heehee..! whats a story without a cover, right Acai..? (its your words!) KAMSAHAMNIDA!</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">okay, GTG. need my sleep too.. its 5.12 am.. I'm sooooo SLEEPY! and for all of you readers & silent readers.. what do you think..? Is it okay..? Can leave comments here or my email, alright..? LOVE YOU..! mwaahh..!</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4354466550376325403.post-14012986032397712052010-12-07T05:40:00.000-08:002010-12-07T06:13:56.588-08:00Owh3..!<b><span class="Apple-style-span" >Helww..! asslamualaikum..! hurrmm..sebenarnyaa nak wat novel..tp mood hilang plak.. memandang dah masuk 2 kali aku buat..tp lappy tetiba jam jer memanjang..! pelik aku..! masa update blog niee sihat walafiat tahap panjang umo plak diaa.. tp kalo nak update blog novel.. dan2 jatuh sakit tahap tupai sakit perut ala2 kronik gituee..! risau plak kalo lagi lama aku layan.. aku plak yang kne darah tinggi..! huiisshh..! chhoooiii...~ tp skang niee, jom relax..sambil tgk gmba2 yg slalu buat aku meremang bulu roma tahap lalang kne tiup ribut..! heehee.. jom..!</span></b><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></b></div><div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></b></div><div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" >SHINee</span><span class="Apple-style-span" > in THE BLOG EVERYBODY! :D</span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhQgaEf88Qmt-vnpJAT1Sq7g0SgStNx7VhFZBCzjU9eHAZ4KMHODraV2pebs05PPLqT-bU6NvYztjm4VXLxI44xmstztTCP6u5q27kItvDqbrbbeud3R-Q8b0ViNVGAcYR9YnzxlKa0SKkH/s1600/oo67SHINee.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhQgaEf88Qmt-vnpJAT1Sq7g0SgStNx7VhFZBCzjU9eHAZ4KMHODraV2pebs05PPLqT-bU6NvYztjm4VXLxI44xmstztTCP6u5q27kItvDqbrbbeud3R-Q8b0ViNVGAcYR9YnzxlKa0SKkH/s320/oo67SHINee.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5547936540874895986" /></a><div style="text-align: center;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></b></div></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" >Haa...~ niee laa diorg..! SHINee.. kumpulan KOREA yg dah menambat hati aku.. ceewaahh..! ayat ala2 romeo & juliet gituee..! jom..aku knalkan.. dari kiri : <i><span class="Apple-style-span" >Onew (leader), Taemin (dance leader), MinHo (rapper), Key & Joonghyun</span></i>!</span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" >nie masa diorg buat VC untuk laguuu... HELLO.. kalo nak tgk vid diaa.. kat youtube dah berlambak. haahaahaa..! tp dalam banyak2 lagu yang ada..aku paling suka LUCIFER! knapa..? aisseeh.. diorg menari mcm papan getah..! haahaahaa..! </span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" >I LOVE TAEMIN..! WHY..? BECAUSE HE IS A GOOD DANCER..! LOVE YOU, LEE TAEMIN!</span></b></div><div><br /></div><div><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh7RnpnT5VHvtVAwfVRL3u0eM5yI54A4IZIJZBF3SzR6nojBvAkZYec8IttgL7vxjhXVeYkuO2T4YpAwTAn0so3krI3URffYALzXG_89vhjeXq-oUoLvOPzdFGlapEq3K9OqydOlJ_BfnQv/s1600/73082_1653632142460_1286739043_31777025_882705_n.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 215px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh7RnpnT5VHvtVAwfVRL3u0eM5yI54A4IZIJZBF3SzR6nojBvAkZYec8IttgL7vxjhXVeYkuO2T4YpAwTAn0so3krI3URffYALzXG_89vhjeXq-oUoLvOPzdFGlapEq3K9OqydOlJ_BfnQv/s320/73082_1653632142460_1286739043_31777025_882705_n.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5547936530348214386" /></a><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" >alooloolooloooo....~ comeynyaa sorg2..! grrrrr....!! mcm budak2 tadika sudaa..! haahaahaa..! love yaa laa..! tp aku start suka kat diorg masa first time aku dgr lagu diorg.. 'STAND BY ME' ost Boys Over Flower tuee..! mula2 mmg laa aku buat dunno jer.. sbb aku nie bukan minat sgt artis Korea.. dgr lama2.. (sbb cousin aku suka tgk citer tuee..) terus terminat sudaa..! isshhh..!</span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" >minat pon sbb lagu diorg mmg best gylerr..! org diaa apa lgii..! OMG betol masa tgk penyanyi diaa.. haahaahaa..! haiipp..~ sape kata aku tak minat Korea..? yes, aku xminat.. ngaahaahaahaa..! tp tuee dulu laa.. skang niee.. dgr lagu best2 terus cari kat lappy.. smpai lappy pon jam sbb bnyak sgt lagu Korea nak dipadat..! haahaahaa...!</span></b></div><div><br /></div><div><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgISBhg-HWuCY06MpFI1527RaC02d45flN-QXgC32pKaViO0nbzdq32x3a07G7150p5c0lcS-59edptOSnHYsu5FAu__3VwS33jK9tZ0PnEICNFQPDxf26I-_tHm-97EthyVOVuAfGE2Lik/s1600/20100729_shinee.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 214px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgISBhg-HWuCY06MpFI1527RaC02d45flN-QXgC32pKaViO0nbzdq32x3a07G7150p5c0lcS-59edptOSnHYsu5FAu__3VwS33jK9tZ0PnEICNFQPDxf26I-_tHm-97EthyVOVuAfGE2Lik/s320/20100729_shinee.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5547936528280666338" /></a><br /></div></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" >addoii..! her whisper is the LUCIFER..! niee laa diaa...wajah2 diorg untuk MV LUCIFER..! dari kiri : <i><span class="Apple-style-span" >ONEW, TAEMIN (AUUWW..!), JOONGHYUN, MINHO & KEY!</span></i> waaauuu..! haahaahaa..! apasal..? terkejut..? no war, no defeat okee..! THINK BEFORE YOU SPEAK okee baby2 & darling2 kuwh yg tersayang semuaa ;) syg smuaa.. </span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" >okee laa..~ aku nak rehat dulu yerr :) jom layan vid... LUCIFER ;) nah.</span></b>. <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dww9UjJ4Dt8">http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dww9UjJ4Dt8</a> <b><span class="Apple-style-span" >layan laa okee.. hoho..! </span></b></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4354466550376325403.post-11236903123783737642010-11-16T15:13:00.000-08:002010-11-16T16:00:36.168-08:00Post Untuk 'Dia' Yang Fyqah Sayang :)<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">Helww..~ assalamualaikum.. :) okee.. biarlaa post kali niee fyqah sampaikan untuk seorg kakak yg mungkin memerlukan sikit kata2 niee. anda tau sape anda.. dan anda tau yg fyqah syg anda sgt3! hikhik~</span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">Gagal dalam pelajaran, sedey tak..? bagi sesetengah org yg tak pernah ambil kisah tentang pelajaran..gagal ke, lulus ke.... biasa jer..~ apa yg pnting sgt ngan markah tuee..?? boley bwak masuk kubur..?? tak dapat pon..! mmg tak dapat bwak markah tuee masuk kubur.. tapi sedar tak.. ilmu yg akan kita bwa nnti..? ilmu akhirat.. sedar..? setiap langkah kita menuju ke sekolah ngan niat nak belajar.. setiap langkah ialah pahala.. tak bwak masuk kubur korg kata..?? meh, aku karate siket..! biar skru tak longgar..! tapi bukan pasal pelajaran yg nak disampaikan skang niee...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">Gagal dalam bercinta macam mana pulak..?? sebenarnya, perkara yang dikatakan di atas sama jer kesudahan diaa.. gagal dalam percintaan bagi sesetengah insan yang betol2 kisah tntang cinta..mestilah terasa sedey & sunyi lepas si dia takde..kan..? tapi sesetangah insan yang lain.. cinta nie takde erti.. sama mcm markah..~ xdpt bwak ke mana pon..! dalam kubur, takde nak disoal "<i>siapa cinta mu?</i>" TAKDE yee..! jadi untuk 'mereka' yg tak pernah memikirkan tentang cinta maybe ada sebab yg tertentu.. terutama skali bagi pelajar.. otak memerlukan ruang yg sgt2 luas untuk memadatkan segala <b>ILMU</b> pengetahuan.. bukan <b>MANTERA CINTA</b>! </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">tapi...untuk aku.. sebagai seorang pelajar..mmg betol, aku memerlukan masa & ruang yg luas untuk belajar.. bukan bercinta. untuk '<i><b>kakak yg fyqah sygi</b></i>', bukan fyqah xpernah bercinta.. fyqah bercinta jugak :) tapi cinta tuee terhad.. untuk fyqah,..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">"CINTA HANYA UNTUK ALLAH, IBUBAPA & SAHABAT.. (BAKAL SUAMI, MUNGKIN.)"</span></i></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"> hikhik~</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">sebab tuee fyqah kata fyqah tak pernah mencintai (<i>ishh..</i>) lelaki.. sebab fyqah <b>cuma SAYANG atau SUKA</b> diorg.. fyqah cuma menyayangi jer kak :) tak pernah lebey.. cinta nie bukan hanya sepatah perkataan jer. maksud dia dalam..bila maksud pon dah sedalam dasar laut atau lebey dalam dari tue..<b> semestinya CINTA tuee bukan untuk sebarangan org</b>.. kan kak..?<i> 'budak2 tak boleh cakap tentang cinta! kecik lagi!'</i> kenapa.,.? sebab kecik jer..? kecik fizikal tak semestinya kecik pemikiran.. betol kann..?? ;) heeee...! I'm not that young.. I'm a teenager </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">kita kata tentang cinta nie.. maksud dia lebey kurang mcm kita menyerahkan sepenuh hati, jiwa, raga, harta benda....eyhh... harta benda tak tercalon yerr..! cannot3..! jatuh bankrupt kang..! hati, jiwa & raga untuk insan tue... tapi kalo kita dah mencintai seseorang yg tak bukan milik kita yg sah (belum kahwin) kita dah serahkan segala2nya kat dia.. kita takkan tau sampai bila jodoh antara kita ngan pasangan tue kan..? kalo takde jodoh..hati, jiwa & raga kita tuee masih tertinggal kat diaa..! nak amek balik..takot buruk siku.. hikhik~ so..macam mana..? sebab tuee bila org kata.. "<i>CINTA PANDANG PERTAMA SUSAH NAK DILUPAKAN</i>" mmg laa susah nak dilupakan kalo kita dah serahkan segala2nya kat dia.. nak lupa macam mana..? huhu..~ tue cinta pandang pertama.. apa kita nak beri kat suami kita yang sah nanti..? mungkin adalah hati, jiwa & raga yg tertinggal sedikit.. tapi tak 'fresh' org kata.. hikhik~ betol tak..? untuk <b>SUAMI KITA YANG SAH</b>, berilah keindahan '<b>CINTA</b>' yang sebenar ;)</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">fyqah tak halang siapa2 kalo nak bercinta.. tuee hak org.. fyqah cuma nak share siket pengetahuan yg fyqah tahu :) kalo salah.. fyqah harap dibetulkan. bila org kata '<i>CINTA PADA KEKASIH</i>'..maksud diaa.. <b>CINTA PADA SUAMI YANG SAH</b> :) tuee laa kekasih kita.. tuee laa <b>'ADAM'</b> kita (bagi perempuan).. tuee laa <b>'HAWA'</b> (bagi lelaki).. Hawa diciptakan untuk Adam.. jadi yang ADAM haruslah menjaga HAWA dgn sepenuh hati.. bukan untuk disakiti..! ingat nie.. <b>hati ADAM dan HAWA berlainan</b>.. takde maknanya sehati sejiwa..! <i>kerasnya</i> hati <b>ADAM atau BAPA</b> berbeza dgn <i>kelembutan</i> yang ada pada hati <b>HAWA iaitu IBU</b> :)</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">'Jangan pernah berkata, tiada siapa yang menyayangi.. kembalilah pada Allah, kerana cinta-Nya tiada batasan. Dia Maha Mendengar & Maha Mengetahui'</span></i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"> :) <b>indahnya hidup..bukan kerana cinta.. kelamnya hari.. bukan kerana awan.. sepinya diri.. bukan kerana terasing.. tetapi kerana DIRI SENDIRI.</b> readers yg dirahmati Allah.. jadilahh <i>INSAN YANG PALING BAHAGIA KERANA ALLAH.. SEDARLAH, ALLAH SENTIASA BERSAMA KITA. TITISKANLAH AIR MATA KERANA ALLAH.. MENYESALLAH ATAS PERBUATAN YANG SALAH KERANA TAKUT PADA ALLAH.. ONLINELAH.. ONLINELAH DENGAN ALLAH :) (dirikan sembahyang lima waktu..) SATU-SATUNYA PENAWAR KEDUKAAN.. SENYUMLAH.. SENYUM SEBAB ADA YANG MERINDUI SENYUMAN ITU........... </i>fyqah rindu senyuman 'kakak' :) fyqah rindu akk...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">sebenarnya <b>CINTA</b> tuee mmg penting bagi setiap insan.. walaupon bergelar seorang budak yg lahir pada bintang 'Scorpio' yg kononnya tak pandai meluahkan perasaan kat pasangannya.. tapi insan Scorpio tue pon masih memerlukan CINTA :) tak salah bercinta.. tapi biarlah berbatas dan mempunyai had2 yg tertentu. oraite...?<b> KENALI ERTI CINTA SEBENAR</b> ;)</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">assalamualaikum, </span></div><div><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">From Fyqah With Love.. </span></i></div><div><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></i></div><div><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">p/s: untuk kakak yang disayangi.. fyqah minta maaf kalo post niee buat akkn tak senang. fyqah cuma nak buat olahan sikit.. fyqah syg akk. syg sgt3 :) akk jgn sedey2 tau..? fyqah nak tgk akk senyum mcm dulu.. akk tak perlu ubah kehidupan akk untuk kembali mcm dulu. akk cuma perlukan kekuatan dari akk sendiri untuk mengubah kehidupan akk lebey baik dari dulu :) perempuan mmg diciptakan untuk lelaki.. dan lelaki tue ialah 'SUAMI AKAK' nanti. hikhik~ </span></i></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4354466550376325403.post-72144402062725279692010-11-08T23:01:00.000-08:002010-11-08T23:28:38.868-08:00TERIMA KASIH<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">Masih mencari sebuah LAGENDA.. apa lagenda tuee..? bukan LAGENDA BUDAK SETAN ye..?? niee lagenda hidup seorg pengkarya.. cewaahh..! ayat tak boley tahan..! skema jer memanjang.. sebenarnya aku ngah cari idea untuk sambungan NOVEL tuee..! exam aku tak lama lgi nak habis.. esok last.. huhu..~ doakan aku ye..?? ;)) syg korg..! smoga korg yg dah bnyak doakan fyqah tuee.. fyqah doakan korg murah rezeki & sehat2 slalu. aamiin..! :)) syg fyqah sentiasa ngan korg..!</span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">TERIMA KASIH..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">...atas mimpi yg telah dtg semasa malam hari jadi aku...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">TERIMA KASIH..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">...sebab dah selalu buat aku tersenyum...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">TERIMA KASIH..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">...sebab tunjukkan aku sebuah persahabatan...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">TERIMA KASIH..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">...sebab dah sedarkan aku dari 'mimpi' panjang...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">TERIMA KASIH..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">...sebab sentiasa bersama di waktu aku bersedih & gembira dengan izin Allah..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">TERIMA KASIH SANGAT-SANGAT..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">sebuah persahabatan itu takkan pudar mengikut masa jika keikhlasan disulam bersama-sama.. dah lama aku impikan nak dengar suara dia lagi.. aku tau, I like to put my hope up on something that will never come back.. but, this is the only thing that makes me smile everytime I need that smile to be on my face.. aku redha dgn pemergian dia. yes, aku akan terus berpegang pada..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">"I've locked my heart for 'him'.." maybe nie yg terbaik sekarang. aku mmg tak nak sia-siakan masa aku ngan menangis sepanjang masa.. aku tetap nak teruskan hidup. biarlah dia pergi bersama masa..tapi dia akan tetap di hati. TERIMA KASIH, YA ALLAH.. sebab dah pinjamkan aku seorang sahabat yg sgt3 baik.. </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">pemergian beliau bukan bermakna aku tak nak cari sahabat yg lain.. bukan bermakna aku tetap nak tunggu dia dan hidup berseorang.. bukan bermakna aku akan mencari sahabat sebaik dia.. aku cuma nak cari sahabat yg seikhlas diaa.. tu jer.. biarlah.. apa org nak kata, katalah.. kutuklah.. hinalah.. sehina mana pon sebab aku masih ingat pada arwah... hinalah puas2... kata-kata kau takkan buat hati aku getarlah..! Allah Maha Mengetahui apa yg aku rasa sekarang.. sorry.. I don't play just any games.. I need a real game!</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">kalo boley, aku tak nak dia bagi ucapan lagi.. (HANYA DGN IZIN ALLAH S.W.T).. sbab setiap ucapannya tetap terselit doa-doa yg slalu buat aku tersenyum.. cukuplah semasa hayat arwah, arwah dah banyak buat aku tersenyum.. sekarang gilirannya.. aku nak dia bahagia di sana. Sahabatku.. ketahuilah.. keihlasan mu begitu dalam.. dan tersulam di hati ini. Tiada ganti buat seorang sahabat seperti mu.. Kerana apa yg membezakan mereka dgn mu ialah keikhlasan.. dan apa yang membezakan aku dan kau.. hanya ALAM, bukan SAYANG :)</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">TERIMA KASIH AYAH..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">...sebab dah banyak bagi Fyqah semangat..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">TERIMA KASIH MAK..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">...sebab bebelan mak yg dah menyedarkan Fyqah dari kesilapan...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">TERIMA KASIH CIKGU..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">...sebab tunjukkan jalan menuju-Nya..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">TERIMA KASIH SAHABAT-SAHABAT KU..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">...sebab dah jadi tulang belakang aku selama ni...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">TERIMA KASIH KAKAK-KAKAK & ABANG-ABANG..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">...yang dah banyak menghiburkan hari-hari Fyqah...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">TERIMA KASIH NUBIES..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">...sebab dah tunjukkan erti sebuah FAMILY yang besar dalam industri hiburan..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">TERIMA KASIH YA ALLAH..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">...sebab sentiasa bersama dan mendengar setiap keluhan hamba Mu..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">TERIMA KASIH SEMUA..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">...sebab dah banyak doakan Fyqah..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">A MILLION THANKS TO THE READERS OF MY NOVEL :) tQ so much..!</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">fafa: let friendship walks on its own path.. ;) syg kamo, Kasyah Monyet!</span></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0